Eruch Jessawalla - My Story
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All these non-catholics other not only from my class other classes also join me.
They didn't know what was happening. I said come on, let's go and we must complain about against all this so they are they not knowing what's what is it all about poor people in our my classroom the new the boys. So what happened I go there and I try to speak out but I can't because I am, you know, I yeah, I'm so angry. So this is calm down calm down just on a calm down. My father says this is the principal says for the growth was his name.
Early was a Freer. He was a French father, but he was really at least you must be in the subtlety of not girl, but you're very kind. So he tells me calm down the song called. What is it? What is it? So then I of course started blurting out, you know that look at my hands this but what happened you must upload mischievous only I said, I was not the culprit this time. I wasn't it. I tell you to but wrongly I have been punished like this.
This and but I want to tell you something else about his the tailgating calm down calm down and says look at all these non Catholics. We are they call us always heathens and all that then look down upon us. And and so Smoky become what else you want. We want to go and play during the time when they are holding Catechism classes and scripture classes, and they should allow us to take part in good visioning want to study
If you give us the permission, but that's the policy question. I can't decide now. I'm going to think about it, but you go back go back go back on don't come and go back go back. That's how it is being sent back and most of us are moogie. Doesn't that we cannot do you see what he decides?
So the backlog next morning, we are going to the school. We are in the school. We are attending the class the Bell Rings summoning them all students and all staff are summoned to the auditorium. So they all go to not knowing what it is hoped father declares a holiday or something. Somebody has died some things all yours. And that's how it is in our mind set the text.
That's how it is because really around the country still very serious Affair not all sit down and all that. What is it? All this stuff is the principal comes out and speaks out against it and it gives a little history of the school and all that. And from the time from its Inception. Is it the policy of the school was formerly be never allow the non-catholics he is to use the
Right word not Human Society even a resume. So non-catholics were not permitted in the school, but then we extended our facilities for the non-catholics and they were permitted and then the policy we had choked out was that the during scripture classes and all that. They should sit at the back of the class and revise their lessons and all that. But now the complaint has come Bill there are students who wish to also take part participate in our classes.
See or allowed to be to go out and leave Playfield the Gown so after having consultations we have decided we are come to this conclusion that based on Catholics who wish to continue with the classes scripture classes. They should again and those who do not wish to they should go and play.
So what happened is that we are going happy to hear all this that's happening in his father growth has taken into consideration all a complainer or that we are very happy about it. But little did I think at that time that my name would be called out. So after all this is over and that's the policy is for you are to decide in all that so far the girl stands up there and this is just a Lala.
Sighs Stand Up From Below. I was talking using the hardly courteous and stand up. This is well. You heard what I said this morning. Yes father. Thank you very much. Even that do you wish to do you want to go and play during the classes or would you like to take the classes and study the life of the Lord?
I never expected that. But yeah when the sun's put on the spot there and if I were to say that I would like to go and play I will look like a Kindergarten kid. You know now I'm grown up. I have my self-respect. So I was God. I didn't know what to do now so perforce I could stay say that I will take up the class now. I will study the life of the Lord.
I'm very happy is very happy going by the boxes in and start the classes from today into point. I said down and read most of them were very happy. They were free to go out and play have all done. I was caught but that what brought me to bother that's what brought people are. So what had happened was.
In the meantime after having met Bob and all that big got closer and closer means my parents got those included Baba. Sabado would come to our place not poor and he would come the as I told you in the early years he would know about Incognito and you'd be dead and you killed my parents not to kill anybody that he is there. We are the biggest steak and he would
Rex some days here and you just be there like you out in the garden and your children older.
So whenever you come and see you've come at any more time, if it is not valid, then he'll come when I'm in school. So first day, this is firstly first time that he has come.
And my mother describes it in different way. But what I this is my experience, I am in school. I'm not at the time. I'm not there what my mother describes it's about noon time and somebody walks inside the compound and Baba I'm says to my mother meher Baba has come and he asks the permission whether he can come inside and
Stay here for some days and my mother scolded that person like anything and she where is he? So this is day standing out on the road side through now is season the Triangular tall guy standing at the roadside the and his there is meeting whether you want to run from here or you don't want to hear so my mother runs out and goes there and starts admonishing Baba. This is this to me that you
Come here. Isn't this that that you should come here and you ask us the permission and all that. That's how it is. So what is there to ask the permission Bob economy side and all that and she gets her in him inside. That's her story. I don't know now. I was in school. And you know, the thing is that that my not eating lunch and all that was my great attraction towards gay.
Reason being with boys and playing and all that I would care to come back home and have lunch or anything of that sort. No, I would just give it up and would have great game on the playground and all that. So that's how I found that habit from that time. So I don't eat. I don't want to eat at that time. So I wouldn't come for lunch. Also, how did they so the school clothes in the mid-afternoon? I am back home. Now. I take my some snacks and go back for the games again.
When people young school was about two and a half miles away from them Simon cycle and I come the first thing I notice is somebody standing at the gate and approach were to the long way because nearly big place. So the gate is there is standing. So from a distance. I see somebody realized Kaiser come close. I got tried to smear Baba will be to I seen him I had been with him.
That's King being dead the first impression.
We are something was wrong means get me something is wrong because I was a Youngster. You know, how I'm not an angel you see every day speak your frankly see the reaction and that could only be provoked by somebody like him. So when I come to all of a sudden is he all that I could do is I through the cycle down. I don't know. I'm
Some do it automatically and a go there and bow down to him and I said forgive me. I still remember those words.
Sababa took gathers me up Embraces me and all the others take the cycle and it comes with will put his hand on my shoulder and you walk to distance.
And we come back home and all that. That's how gradually don't he says, where are your come schools closed and said, yes, someone will play. Yeah. Yeah, we are gathered while we are going there to mehrabad you these things. So he uses the board.
So still I didn't have the guts to say that I had to go and attend the game match was them hakama football was the football soccer. Yeah soccer and I was from back or team depended upon me there at the time. Well, whatever it is, so I didn't have the courage to speak out at that time that I have to go back and he said now will pay play the games here. It's good that you have come who you need me feel that he was
I merely wanted me and all that sorted and I didn't like it at all this man playing with man. You see every youngster. We want to create some rough game. You see me can't sit at home and play some game of carom or this or that or something like that. We want some thumb something. Yeah some fun missing so that it was so with great difficulty of some other a past that evening, you know, but I just remained
The being courteous and all that because sometimes somebody was kind and loving the the man who tended to my room. That's how it was next day. I was very mindful when the school closed. Yeah not to come the way that I came unawares and sure enough. I saw him standing there again. I said that plan is again. They know this one will I must try to
So keep those who needed him there was huge compound you so there was a wicked Gateway salary for scavengers and all to come and battling the latrines and no toilets in order. So I went through that gate quietly store myself sucked into my site my wedding where I was my room and my bathroom and all that. I had a good shower change my clothes the darkest snack or anything.
Just again escaped from the truth and mentally and problem, but still, I don't know how long I don't know.
It was good in the evening. I came back fresh after the game and all that. My mother says you didn't come this afternoon. This is late afternoon. What time did the school closed? What happened today? I said I did come back. How did you come you didn't come this way and said, you know, he was standing there Baba was not there at the time he was standing there. And so I didn't like, you know, I can't play game with this old man like this. I came by that.
What do you realize what who is the play Mischief like this? I said what I wanted to go and play there is a match going on the and yesterday I had to play here with him and play the game want to find the middle finger and find that thumb and this and that. What is that for me is the surest come on.
As if so, what if he's arrested not too can play my game. Yes. Do someone by the time I passed 2 years and my heart was set on Lord Jesus. He threw her on Barry Bonds arrest the Russian, but there is nothing more background of Zoroastrianism at all. All that we had to do is to compulsory go to our Temple there and just stroked the thread this needle that way and mumbo jumbo is what is there in that?
So you feel so rested. So what what happened? What do I care? If his arrest has underwear I had she said at that time that he is Jesus Helen come again. That's a different thing because what has happened now is happening. There now is my classroom. I'm taking great interest and my interest has gone to the extent where I will excel all the rest of the Catholics and I stand out first in class in cat.
Is Alan New Testament spatially?
And whether they are all happy with this that a non-catholic the sticker says great interest and they all began to love me and of course little respect is created for me and that is good for a youngster to feel that so the youngster is very happy and his crowd and they are also very happy thinking that in potential Catholic is the taste test. I did love I did.
The subject is to teach us very well discipline has put us into it. Not the catechism part all that like oh, yeah, that is nothing that is nothing. But that was of course for the sake of learning marks greats that is necessary. But this is heart is set on Earth.
So I would say father I don't understand this. What is the meaning behind against this terrible? I don't understand so father will be very lovingly would explain the paragraph. You would say that know the meaning behind it look like a story. I don't know. What is this. It does. It's not relevant to this case is not the deeper meaning behind it is this
This length is just Sublime to give you given to be given the meaning of the clarification. That was the time. We never understood anything.
His wonderful, but what happened? Is that as your past by something more was asked and I got into the habit of evil every now and then putting my hand up and I asking the question. Nobody will care to us Haskins. Nobody took interest the wait, the interest has to be taken. So I used to stand up and down and father was very loving the experience once he said sit down sit down. It's a mystery. You can't be edit can't explain you sit down.
I sit down and that's enough you'll be able to can't be explained or understood how to rewire of three or four weeks or some year. It was some other direction Something cropped up against Gisela you sit down. It's a mystery cannot be said of again. I said down without any Grudge because he was kind enough to tell me so many times and once in a while he would tell me from the third time.
I thought that well rebuffed every time he says that he said down mints.
But is this all of a sudden struck me?
The Lord is told us that he's going to come again.
He has promised us he's coming again. When we come to be with him would be so beautiful. There won't be any mystery left, which is he with there and we be after him going about there's no questions to ask them but then become and time and again this question would arise in my mind when he comes.
And in answer to my call and I'm still remember once or twice I even shed tears over here. Yeah longing for a long time. So but we're I didn't realize that, you know answer to that you're standing at the gate. But all that is nice. That is what I asked. This is there is and playground and all that. But now when it Dawns upon me begins to leave all this
So that's how it was. So when will he come there will be no mystery didn't do so nice. That's how days are passing by and I am getting good grades and all that. I am taking Keener interest. I got I went through the whole holographic tinsel or the whole Sublime life of the Lord according to st. Matthews and Smock and some glucan this and that all that sort of thing. That's useful now also,
It's all forgotten all that is forgotten.
Do you still remember all that you have learned is to remember I I do remember but not that much if you would be with the gospels now be amazed when you understand. Yeah, so whatever it is, so good years passed by now.
And I passed my school final which is not a school final. My school was such that those Affiliated to Cambridge in England. So the examinations examination papers would come from there.
You know we had matriculation that is the local school and some schools very high standard School were Affiliated to the education. They're in Cambridge and Oxford. So there will be junior Cambridge and Senior came as examinations. Finally Garcinia Cambogia is final then you attend column. So I passed through all the junior team region Senior Team losing all their University garnishes are considered
And confine very happy in the meantime. What happened is that I passed my this and I'm entering College. I had a special liking for science. So I entered science College. I joined science College college of science.
And I passed my first year second year.
But before I am I passed my second year that is interscience be call it intermediate that is the time after passing intermediate here. We change the lines whether you want to become a doctor or whether you want to become an engineer electrical engineer this or that or something like that. Whatever the lines you hear you take your picture mazes.
So after I passed the first year science my father thought of taking a vacation and we went to nasik nothing.
I do because not supported by horror of Horrors that vacation. I thought that would be spoiled.
Life because they're Baba was there also. He's going to bother you. Yeah, what is this? Is it a vacation or is it going to be another sort of a retreat? I had learned all this now. Yeah. What is this? I'm a mother is so happy. Oh Baba is here now that I said what's there to be happy about it and so forth. So again, you have to go there and said, Baba Springs.
Are you doing this? They happy to see all of you know know I'm about 20.
I will prescribe you 1930 36 her 2028. So what are you going to do now? So I decided that click my father's line engineering.
Engineering Insidious Brenda Leigh study I said in Banaras. That was the only college at the time Hindu University. So there was a college in Pune to engineering but it was it had just begun long standing reputation college for engineering of the
So you said the king of engineering said yeah, you know gardening. I heard that you like gardening I said, yes.
Yes, I know Garden at that time Margaret and DVR. They were there at the time of 1936 now did that just come so they were put in a big Bungalow there and they are they small garden sabado cause Margaret or DVR somebody Margaret and give you both had looking up looking something. I don't know the setup at that time period so he calls them and this is
It was Margaret DB. I forget who this is. Look here's a youngster. He has a hobby for gardening. You can ask him if you want anything take him down. So they were very happy and that made questions to ask and all that. I'm there. But in the meantime, this is how the god-man contrives so he got two people ready good to denounce engineering. Yeah. He he got two of them.
I'm ready to tell them I don't know what he must have done. But from the target seemed like that. So when I returned after about three quarters of an hour, you know women take a long time the plant can't decide also what they want to ask what whatever it was. It was done but it took you three quarters of an hour. So I returned and then I returned Bob again points out some people mender is this youngster wants to take up engineering. What do you think you are an engineer now?
Yes, we are on an engineer as long as they depend story who do not do that. You know, you are a father Jesus would do that speak lies like that.
I don't know. I don't know. So he was asking somebody said you are an engineer is yeah, he was told it was not total black light was a white line. He was a mechanic to see ya no mechanic, but an engineer so says, yes, I'm an engineer. He's telling Baba this is this young thing State wanting to kick engineering. Is it a good line engineering? What will we do?
This is what we doing is a little I'm fond of it I want to do it. This is would like to go and fire the boilers and all that all the time working in the fuck. What sort of engineering is this man knows he seems to be a fireman not an engineer you see, so I said well now - we begin with that, but we don't end up in just firing the stalking fire in the boilers.
No, no. No, it's very this is it will be harmful to your health and this and that and all that. Eventually Baba says you really want to be an engineer. I said, yes, I decided he said well, why don't you do my engineering I said, is there any engineering Clark class here the key? Yes. I've got big engineering things. I said. Well, I'll see I have to attend my college yet.
One more year to go and then I had to join the and then this is very very have you applied for brevity applies Banaras Hindu University General. That's how the thing was done. I didn't understand what he was saying that but I thought that was playing who would hear something.
That song and then I I could assess that man that engineer you got an engineer at Aunt Lucy must have been some mechanic eventually. I had to lose my life with him was talk about area and must jump. So because he cute aw, he told me later on that it was he who did that? Yeah, so that's how it works. So then of course I came back I passed my intern.
Science it is summer vacation. Now. I applied for my colleague admission there in Banaras in leadership in everything was ready forms and everything were pulled in passport size photos were needed. I everything has been done it I tested by some body and this and that will do whatever you tell it's a big deal to be to get entry into that now I'm getting barking my time when I'm working in the garden as my hobby and that
The Stone comes over my wire comes telegram come that's all the stain. You heard that we are.
As parents who didn't hear you were not here yesterday. Did we I attended such a big place. Our place was not as not small thing. It can give you an idea. You know, we have these borders and hedges at the most we see Hedges and borders we have these.
Little things you see for ages and all that but then to do marketing all we are we use brick sometimes at me usual broken rocks or anything else. My father was such as he he he wouldn't want to have all this other thing that is conventional. He called for wagonloads of shelves shelves, you know shells from the be here. So all those shells were for buoyancy for ages just to give you an idea. What's wrong.
But these courts by led by Potter's it doesn't look good for the god of music. You must have porcelain stand you see and hundreds of pots made from the potteries. My father was inspector boilesen fact is Chief Inspector. So potteries were under him here the become weaving names and cotton Mills were under him. So everything would be the napkins and everything.
Have all just our largest our names and all that everything. Well, all everything is so God is the site like that if you're is with the repeal is with a very beautiful thing. So and my father is to take a interest he was a turning forsen is to go to bury in romantic religious and remote places and Orchards and Gardens and anything that took his fancy who bring and I love God, so so they were delicate plants summer.
Worry not porous. Terrible 321° sudden 23. Sometimes it goes there tonight. So we have to be very careful with these delicate plants and he relied upon me. So I was very careful cautious about it. So I was working serious about it putting them under shade and seeing that they are well protected in all that. So at that time the telegram comes and the telegram boy
Julie Graff messenger comes on a cycle and he rings the bell from the gate. He starts doing the Berlin Conference. Who is that person now dogs start barking and all that. So I probably hate and see the telegraph messages. I just continues has a telegram telegram sir telegram like take it. It's my my name for the first time who could have telegraphed me. I opened it and it was from Barber my barber. This is
Come immediately and see me at my table. Sure.
My mother comes out from how manga hearing this ring of the telegraph man. So what is the direction? Is there any somebody came here? I said yes a telegraph message. What is the telegram psychical for my pocket and get good and started working and when I'm working there she's the thing and she dreads up. This is what I'm trying to do. Have you read it I said yes, it's never was telegram wanting me there immediately.
Do you understand the word immediately said yes immediately can be tomorrow. Holy moly media team is yeah. It's not to three days. It can be tomorrow. Tomorrow is possible the next day. This is don't you realize what you are saying? What are you talking so he I and she had a fight for the first time.
Because I was so deeply engrossed in doing this so she turned her back when helping them get away. She didn't like my attitude and I did I was feeling sad about it. But what can I do? I can't leave the plants like that to die.
So
The time if I had known that he is the same one who are said let the dead bury the dead I would have bouquet for these plants has but nobody told me that he is the same one. He said his roster. So the I had learned all that you understand what I'm saying? There's a reference in scriptures. So what happened is that I continue with my work after an hour.
So again, the telegraph person comes messenger ringing the bell again it look up with another Telegram and against in the name of here open it same contents repeated. No wonder what happened is a mistake or something but the comparative and what I found is the station is quite different Barbara was traveling from South somewhere in Madras and there are stations great great.
Yup.
So the first telegram had come from a different station. This is the second but same contents next makes Junction groans.
My mother comes again. This is what is this. Is there another telegram I said, yes, what is it? Take it out will give
She now clears up since I tell you what by the one she immediately.
Come to your senses.
I said, yes, ma'am going I'll go after I had that sad feeling for the first times. I didn't want to make her sad again. So I am interested to thing to my gardeners who with I didn't have anything. There's no time for time was up almost up. So I'm not packing nothing of the sort. I still remember it was my pajama my shirt and car and Saturn took money money mother gave me money. I took and run.
Keep my car. I used to drive at the time. My father is to permit IB had a car Imported Car was all cars very important the time, but this was an American Imported Car.
Yeah, so
The name of the car was all burned. I don't know you'll have it still nice because the differential this and then you know, my father being an engineer the time. Yeah, so whatever it is, so I will my father loved the car very much. So I just drove the car and went there and sparked it at the station. So she's the ticket and sad and went in the tree the constables were known to us.
So I interested the car to the Constable. I said look keys in the glove compartment and all that sorting fish. That's all I went. Mary went away because I don't know what's happening here. My father must have returned from to seeing the car. You gotta crank unattended car whose car it was something very special who brought this car and he goes to there and he asked the constables and all the things we don't know but it's the
Well protected, of course, we know that it's your car. We all knew my father. You can surely he must have failed here and there and found out the kid in the glove compartment drove it himself back home. I don't know that site later on realize what happened. It's to come now. So before I when I go there and I find out I got my obligation and I find out my Baba stays and Baba is this
So I repeat for those who have not heard yesterday. So Barbara is day and bobis. It makes me sit down. He's sitting on the floor with his I'm very happy. You're come. He expressed his happiness pleasure seeing me. This is come and sit down. I said down, of course, I bow down sit down this is it possible for you to leave everything and come on Course Truck. No is it?
She will fight to leave everything and come.
I said by your grace Anything is Possible.
Wonderful. He loved that and he embraced me anticipated nuances. Come on 1st, August.
All right, it's just you and the whole family no Neon.
I said I hear he can go down the side all this urgency an immediacy and all that. Well, I didn't react only thing I just got up I was going down down step went away. And the distance was this much from this door. I stepped outside one foot outside and he called me back sit down. Will it be possible for the whole family to leave everything and come?
I said by your grace anything is possible. This best is that all of y'all come on 1st, August. He was very happy. You know that I don't know why I said all those by your grace anything is possible and I don't know she liked him but he comes out when the time comes to cancer.
Not that I was brought up in saying such things with no no far from it happened it is so then I go back home and then I I haven't reached home yet, but I am now in my dream sitting in the plane because my publisher is the place where you don't have real carriages what you have is nothing but what we call buses.
Only one bus runs one day and second part. So when I am giving the room now after saying with anything is possible. So Baba called stops me. This is there he gets up. He's building his State life because there's only one bus service.
So I said well, I'll stay in some hotel in order from rural place under so no no. No, you stay in the king. Have you heard of my king I said, yes. I have heard of your king.
By the way, he didn't call him a basic responsibility. Right? So have you heard of the key? Yes. I have heard of the queue, but I don't know where it is. You ask anybody you believe you as long as you know, there are tigers.
Pardon
No, wait, just see that Baba says that there are tigers over there, you know, the cave is situated in Tiger Valley.
So I said yeah, I aren't you afraid of tigers I should know.
Oh, you're not afraid of papers and robbed of being deceived was very surprised since it's so good. I want a tiger if you see him. He will get him by the year. I said, yes, ha ha ha. That's what that sort of spirit. It was we see nothing.
So I when can he was very happy kiss me and Breslin Center.
So then and you told me to write what is the what's the answer or the parents and all that?
So I went back home. I'm not home yet. I'm at I'm not be released station now in Pune because the buses are there debris to Pune company going so I purchased a ticket and nothing has happened to me. I'm happy go lucky young man didn't go to became so I went to the key. I slept in a it slept the sleep and food in order my first friends lifelong companions. I told you that I can't miss such things.
Whether the keyword dungeon, I don't care if I get good sleep and good food. So yeah, I was not afraid of nothing. What is this? We are traveled and beard belief being the depths of the forest. My father taken esteem all these places like bars of them over here.
So they just come so now what happened? Is that my in the train when I sit there all of a sudden the phone starts moving it Dawns upon me. I have I done. Yeah, not mine, but Mama, but father is having this post and all this biggest state and all the friends all the community. What's happening? You see, it's all Fred Armisen. You have no idea of my
My state at that time it went on for a couple of hours all the things you see the kills and sober doing I didn't realize what was happening it all came and just as it was overpowering me all of a suddenly flash was Scott King Rockin got have I committed I said by your grace anything's possible if it is.
Gracie did be possible. If it is not won't I have become because anything you follow that is how the mind tries to compromise it is like that so it's good. So again, if you I come down and I will came is going in all that I arrived here. As soon as I arrived the car is not there indicates that my father must have come today. So now we do this 3/3 decreases.
And the father is this as soon as I get down from Tonga he comes rushing at me and he just you know, he was short tempered person self-made man, so he starts shouting at me.
Have you become so silly to leave the car unattended over there?
Why did you do that?
My mind I said if he were to know who just this as a father, I will explain to you, but let me go inside. I'm so tired. I just come back.
I'm so glad to see and that's all he just left and I went out about an older and came back here. I assembled all my family member. That means my mother and father and my two kids sisters with the and my younger brother was very young. He was born in 1930. He was six years old plus seven years old at the time.
So when my mother says what happened, what did Bobby say? I said Baba said this I'm a mother was so happy. She jumped with joy and says how blessed we are. Oh, you have no idea how blessed we are. This is what is The Blessing about this give your life what games that we haven't gone and caught hold of him now, so let's our groups losing and we
Even but he has come to us and has grabbed us so we are once and for all who's that sounds logical the sludge is gear. Here it is. So but after all who is arrested for what?
So now the father I trying to be a father and son.
She has asked this second question was that.
My father I never expected such a reply from him then he bawled at me at the time when I left the car and said father what have you to say? Well, what can I say?
All this that is here around you all that which I have gathered goes for your happiness if you find greater happiness at his feet happy to
But do wonderful don't bother me to wind up the whole thing. We all a big man enough you are big now as for you to do I wouldn't do but I said your signatures will be needed to use our good personalities whenever you want to hear I give you that's what my father said. So from the next day. It's only how many days this is end of May June July 2 months are left get wind up the whole state and
That's what we started being enough or more continue. The Continuum is for 40 years. You'll have to sit here. So what happened is you want?
Got the whole thing. I could manage by his grace because he wanted it I didn't want it. So what happened is to dispose of the estate is not a joke.
And but there was no question of money. There's no question of money that you wanted a price for it or is yourself but at the same time we have to be practical my father's so what could I do? There was a family here in Nashville every time they would come my father's and mother's friends. I could hear these people saying things and they said Oh What A Paradise it is how this woman would always say, however
That I won't hesitate. I used to already get this and I didn't like this lady saying such things you see all the time like that, but it's good that he she had said the and that's what I mean to say impressions are such. Yeah, sometimes they help us but the impression mind is impressed big words or this or that but things
So this was a white elephant who will take it. So the first thought my mind again leads me why not contact that lady who wanted to sign in the morning I go in the car and go to her house. She's very happy to see this even riddance. Why what happened? What brings you so early today? I said, look, I have no time to spare now listen.
Remember used to pay a visit you are paying a visit to our place and you always always used to say that but what a paradise it is how I wish I had it.
We want it we want it. Now don't we have no time. This is what what has happened to you. I said nothing has happened. Does your father know this I know this do you want it or you don't want it?
Because visit him are you are going to send off recipients if there is somebody who wants it. So you are the first person I've come to speak it a go and ask my husband. And so I said, come on. Are you sometimes some minutes no time to waste now so she goes there and all that. So how much how much is it? Look whatever you wish to give, you know, what, you know the price of it, you know what it is. I'm not gonna ask you anything.
That is exam between whatever. I'm not here for money. What is the matter what has happened? What happened? All of a sudden? I said all that is needed all that has mattered. Is there her about Baba it was Bob had given a public - in there. Nobody wants us and we are living within two months and they could be of No Time decide if you want it now and don't want it. There are many customers.
All that I have wait meteor is please beat I'd love to have it and she goes back and forth on that since I can only have I have only 40,000 Rupees to pay you.
I said 40 thousand rupees for such a big property.
His I don't have to go and ask your husband. Ask your children were grown up there go go and ask them. So the again she goes the longer it sits the bone tired. Really. We don't have any cash to 40,000 can be said to be gone more than that. Are you sure?
It's all tied up to Julie Anderson that and I don't want to disturb that, you know, and she was started. She started cleaning I said, are you telling the truth? I tell you the truth. I don't have to go as long as it's called you wanted for 40,000 then do one group, you know, we had on our estate main Bungalow and we had this another big guest house and another small guest house and then there were other officers.
Is the biggest state as a do what you think you have it all that you want. So what we'll do is have them in Bangla and the portion of the garden and what we will do is we will take up all the shells and all the Pottery Works from there and that will be a separate bag into it. Somebody else will but you want it but what's the sense in my mind? I want to buy that valda is as if you don't forget you want - you don't have money. So what I am trying to help you.
Means now you will not need money so I haven't forgotten. All right, it's just want to buy it or it take so I go back home. Tell my father versus what?
Is it because of what is there for man? We are not selling for money. All right. Got to be like go to the realized God that he signed sealed and finished on one condition is that it would be the charge of the given on.
31st me to assess I will stay wherever the servants lifelong service were the servants will seem to process everything was done and he managed some other funny show was sold in all that everything was done and we came on 1st of August and made baba baba told us not to dispose of the car, but get the car.
Through here
The meantime father had said that asked him whether I should resign and come because only now six months more a day for me to have regular pension regarding pension to my Baba have written that no tell father not to resign income but didn't even come here and then his resume. So then I want you to bring the car. So my father said why bring the car I'll need the car because my job is to tour that whole whole province
And I found a small cottage for him stages and let the car Bobby told me to get the car sigh we all go there feeling very happy that I'm myself feeling very very happy elated that I have done a job. You see it was my first job. Yeah, so I had I felt my responsibility and I felt that I was discharged it well and although according to no money making project money-losing project was there.
When I went there, I thought the rule bubble say Well done and all that you have done versus yellow come he said yesterday. It's supposed to other hand grab the car. We are in looks at me straight. I said no. No, I told you to bring the car. What did you think the car? So I explained the situation he had told you to please the father and all that. So I said,
You told me that I should please the father and father said that the car he will beat so I didn't think the car.
This car that we have created on the heart will never be raised. This is the welcome. I am we are this car that you are created on. My heart will never be raised. This is the welcome. I'm getting up to the victim.
So I said
My father told me and he told me to please my father so I kept it. Okay, and then you look around you and asked me if Mother Father how they are and all that and the life started. That's the welcome. I received come to my world.
Nasty time I decided maybe he was also the pranks that then when he told me that I am the same then when he didn't into my head that he is the same infant one the time we are how long have you been with my point of all this first before he started to reveal this to at that time? There was no such thing and at the time it was just going were following him.
Wherever it took us only going through the masks and all that voting with the mad and with the poor and all that sort of thing was done. But then time and again any started seeing the people then he started telling his can be at no. I have no opportunity to read his literature until the side note and hear it from the gesture to deliver to the people. What's that really low numbers from the people not before we will why should we believe you? Who am I?
Because he didn't mean I used to be but the official interpreters who are the Baba's brother. Jal wasn't was the then Baba's younger brother Andy jr. Was challenging was the first one wish to master. So many where they're here.
But he had taught me to hit the board when he should come to my house. You tell me stories and all that one. I like but yeah, I forgot to tell you later on. He encouraged me to go and go and join the games from that beyond what you see when you heard that I secondary secondary. Yeah each day would encourage me to go going what's the game, but who won bill that rounded and in the evening?
He would tell me stories reading on the board. And I love that fun to read on the board. That's how I learned reading the ball.
In those early months after that first of all this did you have did you realize what you were doing? But you have a warranty of what you re doing. It was just what your brother was right? It was just that wonderful story. Everything was so very happy. Very very happy.
Very happy the happiness within knew no bounds, but I didn't know why I'm doing it. Yeah, but I was happy. Yeah, it was good, but the white is so I didn't know till this day. I don't know.
I haven't yet begun to learn.
You know what? I mean?
Let me tell you this when you say things like this is It's really it's so to me. It's the best it's the best thing I can hear is so so much of what you hear is is must be must love love we must you know and know there's no needs Mustang be all that you need is will allow him to real deal.
Well, I don't know my something my past Karma motion for summary deal when you would been with him before her you ever reveal when you within within you have any suspicions Jesus once told you that you
Because of my small town seemed to be in your in your past. Is he busted the great king?
Difference
Immediately we solve for people so so-called white people of the Town. Also. They said he must be a fool. Anyway. They said we have to make our are they happy so I not even chance.
All right, bring all the 17 horses making candy life.
The started smiling laughing and all that. But anyway, they should let's give him a chance. So now the right almost 17 my life.
So this person's already mentioned. He said 1/2 seconds 1/9 to do with all right. Now you have your share. So how
Then watching the simply doesn't listen. He just takes it fast. Yeah.
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Eruch Jessawalla - My Story
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All these non-catholics other not only from my class other classes also join me.
They didn't know what was happening. I said come on, let's go and we must complain about against all this so they are they not knowing what's what is it all about poor people in our my classroom the new the boys. So what happened I go there and I try to speak out but I can't because I am, you know, I yeah, I'm so angry. So this is calm down calm down just on a calm down. My father says this is the principal says for the growth was his name.
Early was a Freer. He was a French father, but he was really at least you must be in the subtlety of not girl, but you're very kind. So he tells me calm down the song called. What is it? What is it? So then I of course started blurting out, you know that look at my hands this but what happened you must upload mischievous only I said, I was not the culprit this time. I wasn't it. I tell you to but wrongly I have been punished like this.
This and but I want to tell you something else about his the tailgating calm down calm down and says look at all these non Catholics. We are they call us always heathens and all that then look down upon us. And and so Smoky become what else you want. We want to go and play during the time when they are holding Catechism classes and scripture classes, and they should allow us to take part in good visioning want to study
If you give us the permission, but that's the policy question. I can't decide now. I'm going to think about it, but you go back go back go back on don't come and go back go back. That's how it is being sent back and most of us are moogie. Doesn't that we cannot do you see what he decides?
So the backlog next morning, we are going to the school. We are in the school. We are attending the class the Bell Rings summoning them all students and all staff are summoned to the auditorium. So they all go to not knowing what it is hoped father declares a holiday or something. Somebody has died some things all yours. And that's how it is in our mind set the text.
That's how it is because really around the country still very serious Affair not all sit down and all that. What is it? All this stuff is the principal comes out and speaks out against it and it gives a little history of the school and all that. And from the time from its Inception. Is it the policy of the school was formerly be never allow the non-catholics he is to use the
Right word not Human Society even a resume. So non-catholics were not permitted in the school, but then we extended our facilities for the non-catholics and they were permitted and then the policy we had choked out was that the during scripture classes and all that. They should sit at the back of the class and revise their lessons and all that. But now the complaint has come Bill there are students who wish to also take part participate in our classes.
See or allowed to be to go out and leave Playfield the Gown so after having consultations we have decided we are come to this conclusion that based on Catholics who wish to continue with the classes scripture classes. They should again and those who do not wish to they should go and play.
So what happened is that we are going happy to hear all this that's happening in his father growth has taken into consideration all a complainer or that we are very happy about it. But little did I think at that time that my name would be called out. So after all this is over and that's the policy is for you are to decide in all that so far the girl stands up there and this is just a Lala.
Sighs Stand Up From Below. I was talking using the hardly courteous and stand up. This is well. You heard what I said this morning. Yes father. Thank you very much. Even that do you wish to do you want to go and play during the classes or would you like to take the classes and study the life of the Lord?
I never expected that. But yeah when the sun's put on the spot there and if I were to say that I would like to go and play I will look like a Kindergarten kid. You know now I'm grown up. I have my self-respect. So I was God. I didn't know what to do now so perforce I could stay say that I will take up the class now. I will study the life of the Lord.
I'm very happy is very happy going by the boxes in and start the classes from today into point. I said down and read most of them were very happy. They were free to go out and play have all done. I was caught but that what brought me to bother that's what brought people are. So what had happened was.
In the meantime after having met Bob and all that big got closer and closer means my parents got those included Baba. Sabado would come to our place not poor and he would come the as I told you in the early years he would know about Incognito and you'd be dead and you killed my parents not to kill anybody that he is there. We are the biggest steak and he would
Rex some days here and you just be there like you out in the garden and your children older.
So whenever you come and see you've come at any more time, if it is not valid, then he'll come when I'm in school. So first day, this is firstly first time that he has come.
And my mother describes it in different way. But what I this is my experience, I am in school. I'm not at the time. I'm not there what my mother describes it's about noon time and somebody walks inside the compound and Baba I'm says to my mother meher Baba has come and he asks the permission whether he can come inside and
Stay here for some days and my mother scolded that person like anything and she where is he? So this is day standing out on the road side through now is season the Triangular tall guy standing at the roadside the and his there is meeting whether you want to run from here or you don't want to hear so my mother runs out and goes there and starts admonishing Baba. This is this to me that you
Come here. Isn't this that that you should come here and you ask us the permission and all that. That's how it is. So what is there to ask the permission Bob economy side and all that and she gets her in him inside. That's her story. I don't know now. I was in school. And you know, the thing is that that my not eating lunch and all that was my great attraction towards gay.
Reason being with boys and playing and all that I would care to come back home and have lunch or anything of that sort. No, I would just give it up and would have great game on the playground and all that. So that's how I found that habit from that time. So I don't eat. I don't want to eat at that time. So I wouldn't come for lunch. Also, how did they so the school clothes in the mid-afternoon? I am back home. Now. I take my some snacks and go back for the games again.
When people young school was about two and a half miles away from them Simon cycle and I come the first thing I notice is somebody standing at the gate and approach were to the long way because nearly big place. So the gate is there is standing. So from a distance. I see somebody realized Kaiser come close. I got tried to smear Baba will be to I seen him I had been with him.
That's King being dead the first impression.
We are something was wrong means get me something is wrong because I was a Youngster. You know, how I'm not an angel you see every day speak your frankly see the reaction and that could only be provoked by somebody like him. So when I come to all of a sudden is he all that I could do is I through the cycle down. I don't know. I'm
Some do it automatically and a go there and bow down to him and I said forgive me. I still remember those words.
Sababa took gathers me up Embraces me and all the others take the cycle and it comes with will put his hand on my shoulder and you walk to distance.
And we come back home and all that. That's how gradually don't he says, where are your come schools closed and said, yes, someone will play. Yeah. Yeah, we are gathered while we are going there to mehrabad you these things. So he uses the board.
So still I didn't have the guts to say that I had to go and attend the game match was them hakama football was the football soccer. Yeah soccer and I was from back or team depended upon me there at the time. Well, whatever it is, so I didn't have the courage to speak out at that time that I have to go back and he said now will pay play the games here. It's good that you have come who you need me feel that he was
I merely wanted me and all that sorted and I didn't like it at all this man playing with man. You see every youngster. We want to create some rough game. You see me can't sit at home and play some game of carom or this or that or something like that. We want some thumb something. Yeah some fun missing so that it was so with great difficulty of some other a past that evening, you know, but I just remained
The being courteous and all that because sometimes somebody was kind and loving the the man who tended to my room. That's how it was next day. I was very mindful when the school closed. Yeah not to come the way that I came unawares and sure enough. I saw him standing there again. I said that plan is again. They know this one will I must try to
So keep those who needed him there was huge compound you so there was a wicked Gateway salary for scavengers and all to come and battling the latrines and no toilets in order. So I went through that gate quietly store myself sucked into my site my wedding where I was my room and my bathroom and all that. I had a good shower change my clothes the darkest snack or anything.
Just again escaped from the truth and mentally and problem, but still, I don't know how long I don't know.
It was good in the evening. I came back fresh after the game and all that. My mother says you didn't come this afternoon. This is late afternoon. What time did the school closed? What happened today? I said I did come back. How did you come you didn't come this way and said, you know, he was standing there Baba was not there at the time he was standing there. And so I didn't like, you know, I can't play game with this old man like this. I came by that.
What do you realize what who is the play Mischief like this? I said what I wanted to go and play there is a match going on the and yesterday I had to play here with him and play the game want to find the middle finger and find that thumb and this and that. What is that for me is the surest come on.
As if so, what if he's arrested not too can play my game. Yes. Do someone by the time I passed 2 years and my heart was set on Lord Jesus. He threw her on Barry Bonds arrest the Russian, but there is nothing more background of Zoroastrianism at all. All that we had to do is to compulsory go to our Temple there and just stroked the thread this needle that way and mumbo jumbo is what is there in that?
So you feel so rested. So what what happened? What do I care? If his arrest has underwear I had she said at that time that he is Jesus Helen come again. That's a different thing because what has happened now is happening. There now is my classroom. I'm taking great interest and my interest has gone to the extent where I will excel all the rest of the Catholics and I stand out first in class in cat.
Is Alan New Testament spatially?
And whether they are all happy with this that a non-catholic the sticker says great interest and they all began to love me and of course little respect is created for me and that is good for a youngster to feel that so the youngster is very happy and his crowd and they are also very happy thinking that in potential Catholic is the taste test. I did love I did.
The subject is to teach us very well discipline has put us into it. Not the catechism part all that like oh, yeah, that is nothing that is nothing. But that was of course for the sake of learning marks greats that is necessary. But this is heart is set on Earth.
So I would say father I don't understand this. What is the meaning behind against this terrible? I don't understand so father will be very lovingly would explain the paragraph. You would say that know the meaning behind it look like a story. I don't know. What is this. It does. It's not relevant to this case is not the deeper meaning behind it is this
This length is just Sublime to give you given to be given the meaning of the clarification. That was the time. We never understood anything.
His wonderful, but what happened? Is that as your past by something more was asked and I got into the habit of evil every now and then putting my hand up and I asking the question. Nobody will care to us Haskins. Nobody took interest the wait, the interest has to be taken. So I used to stand up and down and father was very loving the experience once he said sit down sit down. It's a mystery. You can't be edit can't explain you sit down.
I sit down and that's enough you'll be able to can't be explained or understood how to rewire of three or four weeks or some year. It was some other direction Something cropped up against Gisela you sit down. It's a mystery cannot be said of again. I said down without any Grudge because he was kind enough to tell me so many times and once in a while he would tell me from the third time.
I thought that well rebuffed every time he says that he said down mints.
But is this all of a sudden struck me?
The Lord is told us that he's going to come again.
He has promised us he's coming again. When we come to be with him would be so beautiful. There won't be any mystery left, which is he with there and we be after him going about there's no questions to ask them but then become and time and again this question would arise in my mind when he comes.
And in answer to my call and I'm still remember once or twice I even shed tears over here. Yeah longing for a long time. So but we're I didn't realize that, you know answer to that you're standing at the gate. But all that is nice. That is what I asked. This is there is and playground and all that. But now when it Dawns upon me begins to leave all this
So that's how it was. So when will he come there will be no mystery didn't do so nice. That's how days are passing by and I am getting good grades and all that. I am taking Keener interest. I got I went through the whole holographic tinsel or the whole Sublime life of the Lord according to st. Matthews and Smock and some glucan this and that all that sort of thing. That's useful now also,
It's all forgotten all that is forgotten.
Do you still remember all that you have learned is to remember I I do remember but not that much if you would be with the gospels now be amazed when you understand. Yeah, so whatever it is, so good years passed by now.
And I passed my school final which is not a school final. My school was such that those Affiliated to Cambridge in England. So the examinations examination papers would come from there.
You know we had matriculation that is the local school and some schools very high standard School were Affiliated to the education. They're in Cambridge and Oxford. So there will be junior Cambridge and Senior came as examinations. Finally Garcinia Cambogia is final then you attend column. So I passed through all the junior team region Senior Team losing all their University garnishes are considered
And confine very happy in the meantime. What happened is that I passed my this and I'm entering College. I had a special liking for science. So I entered science College. I joined science College college of science.
And I passed my first year second year.
But before I am I passed my second year that is interscience be call it intermediate that is the time after passing intermediate here. We change the lines whether you want to become a doctor or whether you want to become an engineer electrical engineer this or that or something like that. Whatever the lines you hear you take your picture mazes.
So after I passed the first year science my father thought of taking a vacation and we went to nasik nothing.
I do because not supported by horror of Horrors that vacation. I thought that would be spoiled.
Life because they're Baba was there also. He's going to bother you. Yeah, what is this? Is it a vacation or is it going to be another sort of a retreat? I had learned all this now. Yeah. What is this? I'm a mother is so happy. Oh Baba is here now that I said what's there to be happy about it and so forth. So again, you have to go there and said, Baba Springs.
Are you doing this? They happy to see all of you know know I'm about 20.
I will prescribe you 1930 36 her 2028. So what are you going to do now? So I decided that click my father's line engineering.
Engineering Insidious Brenda Leigh study I said in Banaras. That was the only college at the time Hindu University. So there was a college in Pune to engineering but it was it had just begun long standing reputation college for engineering of the
So you said the king of engineering said yeah, you know gardening. I heard that you like gardening I said, yes.
Yes, I know Garden at that time Margaret and DVR. They were there at the time of 1936 now did that just come so they were put in a big Bungalow there and they are they small garden sabado cause Margaret or DVR somebody Margaret and give you both had looking up looking something. I don't know the setup at that time period so he calls them and this is
It was Margaret DB. I forget who this is. Look here's a youngster. He has a hobby for gardening. You can ask him if you want anything take him down. So they were very happy and that made questions to ask and all that. I'm there. But in the meantime, this is how the god-man contrives so he got two people ready good to denounce engineering. Yeah. He he got two of them.
I'm ready to tell them I don't know what he must have done. But from the target seemed like that. So when I returned after about three quarters of an hour, you know women take a long time the plant can't decide also what they want to ask what whatever it was. It was done but it took you three quarters of an hour. So I returned and then I returned Bob again points out some people mender is this youngster wants to take up engineering. What do you think you are an engineer now?
Yes, we are on an engineer as long as they depend story who do not do that. You know, you are a father Jesus would do that speak lies like that.
I don't know. I don't know. So he was asking somebody said you are an engineer is yeah, he was told it was not total black light was a white line. He was a mechanic to see ya no mechanic, but an engineer so says, yes, I'm an engineer. He's telling Baba this is this young thing State wanting to kick engineering. Is it a good line engineering? What will we do?
This is what we doing is a little I'm fond of it I want to do it. This is would like to go and fire the boilers and all that all the time working in the fuck. What sort of engineering is this man knows he seems to be a fireman not an engineer you see, so I said well now - we begin with that, but we don't end up in just firing the stalking fire in the boilers.
No, no. No, it's very this is it will be harmful to your health and this and that and all that. Eventually Baba says you really want to be an engineer. I said, yes, I decided he said well, why don't you do my engineering I said, is there any engineering Clark class here the key? Yes. I've got big engineering things. I said. Well, I'll see I have to attend my college yet.
One more year to go and then I had to join the and then this is very very have you applied for brevity applies Banaras Hindu University General. That's how the thing was done. I didn't understand what he was saying that but I thought that was playing who would hear something.
That song and then I I could assess that man that engineer you got an engineer at Aunt Lucy must have been some mechanic eventually. I had to lose my life with him was talk about area and must jump. So because he cute aw, he told me later on that it was he who did that? Yeah, so that's how it works. So then of course I came back I passed my intern.
Science it is summer vacation. Now. I applied for my colleague admission there in Banaras in leadership in everything was ready forms and everything were pulled in passport size photos were needed. I everything has been done it I tested by some body and this and that will do whatever you tell it's a big deal to be to get entry into that now I'm getting barking my time when I'm working in the garden as my hobby and that
The Stone comes over my wire comes telegram come that's all the stain. You heard that we are.
As parents who didn't hear you were not here yesterday. Did we I attended such a big place. Our place was not as not small thing. It can give you an idea. You know, we have these borders and hedges at the most we see Hedges and borders we have these.
Little things you see for ages and all that but then to do marketing all we are we use brick sometimes at me usual broken rocks or anything else. My father was such as he he he wouldn't want to have all this other thing that is conventional. He called for wagonloads of shelves shelves, you know shells from the be here. So all those shells were for buoyancy for ages just to give you an idea. What's wrong.
But these courts by led by Potter's it doesn't look good for the god of music. You must have porcelain stand you see and hundreds of pots made from the potteries. My father was inspector boilesen fact is Chief Inspector. So potteries were under him here the become weaving names and cotton Mills were under him. So everything would be the napkins and everything.
Have all just our largest our names and all that everything. Well, all everything is so God is the site like that if you're is with the repeal is with a very beautiful thing. So and my father is to take a interest he was a turning forsen is to go to bury in romantic religious and remote places and Orchards and Gardens and anything that took his fancy who bring and I love God, so so they were delicate plants summer.
Worry not porous. Terrible 321° sudden 23. Sometimes it goes there tonight. So we have to be very careful with these delicate plants and he relied upon me. So I was very careful cautious about it. So I was working serious about it putting them under shade and seeing that they are well protected in all that. So at that time the telegram comes and the telegram boy
Julie Graff messenger comes on a cycle and he rings the bell from the gate. He starts doing the Berlin Conference. Who is that person now dogs start barking and all that. So I probably hate and see the telegraph messages. I just continues has a telegram telegram sir telegram like take it. It's my my name for the first time who could have telegraphed me. I opened it and it was from Barber my barber. This is
Come immediately and see me at my table. Sure.
My mother comes out from how manga hearing this ring of the telegraph man. So what is the direction? Is there any somebody came here? I said yes a telegraph message. What is the telegram psychical for my pocket and get good and started working and when I'm working there she's the thing and she dreads up. This is what I'm trying to do. Have you read it I said yes, it's never was telegram wanting me there immediately.
Do you understand the word immediately said yes immediately can be tomorrow. Holy moly media team is yeah. It's not to three days. It can be tomorrow. Tomorrow is possible the next day. This is don't you realize what you are saying? What are you talking so he I and she had a fight for the first time.
Because I was so deeply engrossed in doing this so she turned her back when helping them get away. She didn't like my attitude and I did I was feeling sad about it. But what can I do? I can't leave the plants like that to die.
So
The time if I had known that he is the same one who are said let the dead bury the dead I would have bouquet for these plants has but nobody told me that he is the same one. He said his roster. So the I had learned all that you understand what I'm saying? There's a reference in scriptures. So what happened is that I continue with my work after an hour.
So again, the telegraph person comes messenger ringing the bell again it look up with another Telegram and against in the name of here open it same contents repeated. No wonder what happened is a mistake or something but the comparative and what I found is the station is quite different Barbara was traveling from South somewhere in Madras and there are stations great great.
Yup.
So the first telegram had come from a different station. This is the second but same contents next makes Junction groans.
My mother comes again. This is what is this. Is there another telegram I said, yes, what is it? Take it out will give
She now clears up since I tell you what by the one she immediately.
Come to your senses.
I said, yes, ma'am going I'll go after I had that sad feeling for the first times. I didn't want to make her sad again. So I am interested to thing to my gardeners who with I didn't have anything. There's no time for time was up almost up. So I'm not packing nothing of the sort. I still remember it was my pajama my shirt and car and Saturn took money money mother gave me money. I took and run.
Keep my car. I used to drive at the time. My father is to permit IB had a car Imported Car was all cars very important the time, but this was an American Imported Car.
Yeah, so
The name of the car was all burned. I don't know you'll have it still nice because the differential this and then you know, my father being an engineer the time. Yeah, so whatever it is, so I will my father loved the car very much. So I just drove the car and went there and sparked it at the station. So she's the ticket and sad and went in the tree the constables were known to us.
So I interested the car to the Constable. I said look keys in the glove compartment and all that sorting fish. That's all I went. Mary went away because I don't know what's happening here. My father must have returned from to seeing the car. You gotta crank unattended car whose car it was something very special who brought this car and he goes to there and he asked the constables and all the things we don't know but it's the
Well protected, of course, we know that it's your car. We all knew my father. You can surely he must have failed here and there and found out the kid in the glove compartment drove it himself back home. I don't know that site later on realize what happened. It's to come now. So before I when I go there and I find out I got my obligation and I find out my Baba stays and Baba is this
So I repeat for those who have not heard yesterday. So Barbara is day and bobis. It makes me sit down. He's sitting on the floor with his I'm very happy. You're come. He expressed his happiness pleasure seeing me. This is come and sit down. I said down, of course, I bow down sit down this is it possible for you to leave everything and come on Course Truck. No is it?
She will fight to leave everything and come.
I said by your grace Anything is Possible.
Wonderful. He loved that and he embraced me anticipated nuances. Come on 1st, August.
All right, it's just you and the whole family no Neon.
I said I hear he can go down the side all this urgency an immediacy and all that. Well, I didn't react only thing I just got up I was going down down step went away. And the distance was this much from this door. I stepped outside one foot outside and he called me back sit down. Will it be possible for the whole family to leave everything and come?
I said by your grace anything is possible. This best is that all of y'all come on 1st, August. He was very happy. You know that I don't know why I said all those by your grace anything is possible and I don't know she liked him but he comes out when the time comes to cancer.
Not that I was brought up in saying such things with no no far from it happened it is so then I go back home and then I I haven't reached home yet, but I am now in my dream sitting in the plane because my publisher is the place where you don't have real carriages what you have is nothing but what we call buses.
Only one bus runs one day and second part. So when I am giving the room now after saying with anything is possible. So Baba called stops me. This is there he gets up. He's building his State life because there's only one bus service.
So I said well, I'll stay in some hotel in order from rural place under so no no. No, you stay in the king. Have you heard of my king I said, yes. I have heard of your king.
By the way, he didn't call him a basic responsibility. Right? So have you heard of the key? Yes. I have heard of the queue, but I don't know where it is. You ask anybody you believe you as long as you know, there are tigers.
Pardon
No, wait, just see that Baba says that there are tigers over there, you know, the cave is situated in Tiger Valley.
So I said yeah, I aren't you afraid of tigers I should know.
Oh, you're not afraid of papers and robbed of being deceived was very surprised since it's so good. I want a tiger if you see him. He will get him by the year. I said, yes, ha ha ha. That's what that sort of spirit. It was we see nothing.
So I when can he was very happy kiss me and Breslin Center.
So then and you told me to write what is the what's the answer or the parents and all that?
So I went back home. I'm not home yet. I'm at I'm not be released station now in Pune because the buses are there debris to Pune company going so I purchased a ticket and nothing has happened to me. I'm happy go lucky young man didn't go to became so I went to the key. I slept in a it slept the sleep and food in order my first friends lifelong companions. I told you that I can't miss such things.
Whether the keyword dungeon, I don't care if I get good sleep and good food. So yeah, I was not afraid of nothing. What is this? We are traveled and beard belief being the depths of the forest. My father taken esteem all these places like bars of them over here.
So they just come so now what happened? Is that my in the train when I sit there all of a sudden the phone starts moving it Dawns upon me. I have I done. Yeah, not mine, but Mama, but father is having this post and all this biggest state and all the friends all the community. What's happening? You see, it's all Fred Armisen. You have no idea of my
My state at that time it went on for a couple of hours all the things you see the kills and sober doing I didn't realize what was happening it all came and just as it was overpowering me all of a suddenly flash was Scott King Rockin got have I committed I said by your grace anything's possible if it is.
Gracie did be possible. If it is not won't I have become because anything you follow that is how the mind tries to compromise it is like that so it's good. So again, if you I come down and I will came is going in all that I arrived here. As soon as I arrived the car is not there indicates that my father must have come today. So now we do this 3/3 decreases.
And the father is this as soon as I get down from Tonga he comes rushing at me and he just you know, he was short tempered person self-made man, so he starts shouting at me.
Have you become so silly to leave the car unattended over there?
Why did you do that?
My mind I said if he were to know who just this as a father, I will explain to you, but let me go inside. I'm so tired. I just come back.
I'm so glad to see and that's all he just left and I went out about an older and came back here. I assembled all my family member. That means my mother and father and my two kids sisters with the and my younger brother was very young. He was born in 1930. He was six years old plus seven years old at the time.
So when my mother says what happened, what did Bobby say? I said Baba said this I'm a mother was so happy. She jumped with joy and says how blessed we are. Oh, you have no idea how blessed we are. This is what is The Blessing about this give your life what games that we haven't gone and caught hold of him now, so let's our groups losing and we
Even but he has come to us and has grabbed us so we are once and for all who's that sounds logical the sludge is gear. Here it is. So but after all who is arrested for what?
So now the father I trying to be a father and son.
She has asked this second question was that.
My father I never expected such a reply from him then he bawled at me at the time when I left the car and said father what have you to say? Well, what can I say?
All this that is here around you all that which I have gathered goes for your happiness if you find greater happiness at his feet happy to
But do wonderful don't bother me to wind up the whole thing. We all a big man enough you are big now as for you to do I wouldn't do but I said your signatures will be needed to use our good personalities whenever you want to hear I give you that's what my father said. So from the next day. It's only how many days this is end of May June July 2 months are left get wind up the whole state and
That's what we started being enough or more continue. The Continuum is for 40 years. You'll have to sit here. So what happened is you want?
Got the whole thing. I could manage by his grace because he wanted it I didn't want it. So what happened is to dispose of the estate is not a joke.
And but there was no question of money. There's no question of money that you wanted a price for it or is yourself but at the same time we have to be practical my father's so what could I do? There was a family here in Nashville every time they would come my father's and mother's friends. I could hear these people saying things and they said Oh What A Paradise it is how this woman would always say, however
That I won't hesitate. I used to already get this and I didn't like this lady saying such things you see all the time like that, but it's good that he she had said the and that's what I mean to say impressions are such. Yeah, sometimes they help us but the impression mind is impressed big words or this or that but things
So this was a white elephant who will take it. So the first thought my mind again leads me why not contact that lady who wanted to sign in the morning I go in the car and go to her house. She's very happy to see this even riddance. Why what happened? What brings you so early today? I said, look, I have no time to spare now listen.
Remember used to pay a visit you are paying a visit to our place and you always always used to say that but what a paradise it is how I wish I had it.
We want it we want it. Now don't we have no time. This is what what has happened to you. I said nothing has happened. Does your father know this I know this do you want it or you don't want it?
Because visit him are you are going to send off recipients if there is somebody who wants it. So you are the first person I've come to speak it a go and ask my husband. And so I said, come on. Are you sometimes some minutes no time to waste now so she goes there and all that. So how much how much is it? Look whatever you wish to give, you know, what, you know the price of it, you know what it is. I'm not gonna ask you anything.
That is exam between whatever. I'm not here for money. What is the matter what has happened? What happened? All of a sudden? I said all that is needed all that has mattered. Is there her about Baba it was Bob had given a public - in there. Nobody wants us and we are living within two months and they could be of No Time decide if you want it now and don't want it. There are many customers.
All that I have wait meteor is please beat I'd love to have it and she goes back and forth on that since I can only have I have only 40,000 Rupees to pay you.
I said 40 thousand rupees for such a big property.
His I don't have to go and ask your husband. Ask your children were grown up there go go and ask them. So the again she goes the longer it sits the bone tired. Really. We don't have any cash to 40,000 can be said to be gone more than that. Are you sure?
It's all tied up to Julie Anderson that and I don't want to disturb that, you know, and she was started. She started cleaning I said, are you telling the truth? I tell you the truth. I don't have to go as long as it's called you wanted for 40,000 then do one group, you know, we had on our estate main Bungalow and we had this another big guest house and another small guest house and then there were other officers.
Is the biggest state as a do what you think you have it all that you want. So what we'll do is have them in Bangla and the portion of the garden and what we will do is we will take up all the shells and all the Pottery Works from there and that will be a separate bag into it. Somebody else will but you want it but what's the sense in my mind? I want to buy that valda is as if you don't forget you want - you don't have money. So what I am trying to help you.
Means now you will not need money so I haven't forgotten. All right, it's just want to buy it or it take so I go back home. Tell my father versus what?
Is it because of what is there for man? We are not selling for money. All right. Got to be like go to the realized God that he signed sealed and finished on one condition is that it would be the charge of the given on.
31st me to assess I will stay wherever the servants lifelong service were the servants will seem to process everything was done and he managed some other funny show was sold in all that everything was done and we came on 1st of August and made baba baba told us not to dispose of the car, but get the car.
Through here
The meantime father had said that asked him whether I should resign and come because only now six months more a day for me to have regular pension regarding pension to my Baba have written that no tell father not to resign income but didn't even come here and then his resume. So then I want you to bring the car. So my father said why bring the car I'll need the car because my job is to tour that whole whole province
And I found a small cottage for him stages and let the car Bobby told me to get the car sigh we all go there feeling very happy that I'm myself feeling very very happy elated that I have done a job. You see it was my first job. Yeah, so I had I felt my responsibility and I felt that I was discharged it well and although according to no money making project money-losing project was there.
When I went there, I thought the rule bubble say Well done and all that you have done versus yellow come he said yesterday. It's supposed to other hand grab the car. We are in looks at me straight. I said no. No, I told you to bring the car. What did you think the car? So I explained the situation he had told you to please the father and all that. So I said,
You told me that I should please the father and father said that the car he will beat so I didn't think the car.
This car that we have created on the heart will never be raised. This is the welcome. I am we are this car that you are created on. My heart will never be raised. This is the welcome. I'm getting up to the victim.
So I said
My father told me and he told me to please my father so I kept it. Okay, and then you look around you and asked me if Mother Father how they are and all that and the life started. That's the welcome. I received come to my world.
Nasty time I decided maybe he was also the pranks that then when he told me that I am the same then when he didn't into my head that he is the same infant one the time we are how long have you been with my point of all this first before he started to reveal this to at that time? There was no such thing and at the time it was just going were following him.
Wherever it took us only going through the masks and all that voting with the mad and with the poor and all that sort of thing was done. But then time and again any started seeing the people then he started telling his can be at no. I have no opportunity to read his literature until the side note and hear it from the gesture to deliver to the people. What's that really low numbers from the people not before we will why should we believe you? Who am I?
Because he didn't mean I used to be but the official interpreters who are the Baba's brother. Jal wasn't was the then Baba's younger brother Andy jr. Was challenging was the first one wish to master. So many where they're here.
But he had taught me to hit the board when he should come to my house. You tell me stories and all that one. I like but yeah, I forgot to tell you later on. He encouraged me to go and go and join the games from that beyond what you see when you heard that I secondary secondary. Yeah each day would encourage me to go going what's the game, but who won bill that rounded and in the evening?
He would tell me stories reading on the board. And I love that fun to read on the board. That's how I learned reading the ball.
In those early months after that first of all this did you have did you realize what you were doing? But you have a warranty of what you re doing. It was just what your brother was right? It was just that wonderful story. Everything was so very happy. Very very happy.
Very happy the happiness within knew no bounds, but I didn't know why I'm doing it. Yeah, but I was happy. Yeah, it was good, but the white is so I didn't know till this day. I don't know.
I haven't yet begun to learn.
You know what? I mean?
Let me tell you this when you say things like this is It's really it's so to me. It's the best it's the best thing I can hear is so so much of what you hear is is must be must love love we must you know and know there's no needs Mustang be all that you need is will allow him to real deal.
Well, I don't know my something my past Karma motion for summary deal when you would been with him before her you ever reveal when you within within you have any suspicions Jesus once told you that you
Because of my small town seemed to be in your in your past. Is he busted the great king?
Difference
Immediately we solve for people so so-called white people of the Town. Also. They said he must be a fool. Anyway. They said we have to make our are they happy so I not even chance.
All right, bring all the 17 horses making candy life.
The started smiling laughing and all that. But anyway, they should let's give him a chance. So now the right almost 17 my life.
So this person's already mentioned. He said 1/2 seconds 1/9 to do with all right. Now you have your share. So how
Then watching the simply doesn't listen. He just takes it fast. Yeah.
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