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Love of divine love and give us organized yet because when we haven't experienced that love we haven't even gotten an idea of every bottle would say, so how does he describe but how do you describe even a headache to a person under his head if you can describe it the Bible would give us this comparison and he said,
When you're speaking of divine love is that the highest of human love these even of Laila and majnu which was such type of human love that it touched the Divine and mushroom. So Layla wherever he looked because it could be nothing else. So even that cloud services is like an ant bite compared to Divine love which is cooking.
And apis I realize that very well because I'm very legit cop in the face of that head. It's just enough to think of nothing nothing nothing but the comparison
And I remember that my son must spin in Pune and I was home before I joined Barber for food when I was at the kind of Doomsday married a Catholic school and I would come to battle for all my holidays. There are certain people are personalities individuals whom I do not know what masks or whatever but who I asked about later and Barbara H times and then I remember
Man, he people just mutter mutter mutter rustic very fast. Even for an Interline very fast and you smoke a beedi. He had a heart attack this tiny dark and wet and then the smoking really give a quote in his hat.
I think she was past middle age, but she was beautiful and very fair complexion. Like most of the Jewish women. We have known in Pune and flashing eyes, but Pig not sad, but she was sick this way and this way actually have this volume in a skirt on and shared many kinds of scarves over maybe seven. Maybe we didn't count and a lot of Steel Bangles the jingles steel pieces of Steel.
And steel bangle which we live later is like an epic fucking mustard. But and then there is the lady in the woman who was at the end of the long length from our Ali Baba has from Pune and she bought seven stories and I didn't know the significance of that till years later. My mother came with a search warrant and but about a contact with that woman and he said she was a mic which is when we came to know she was a mess.
And there was another one. He was the most interesting because he attracted me I don't know why he'd never spoke a word. He just took there and he would look at you when they look at you and there is right they look as if they have nothing, but at the same moment the impression is that he's a key all he owns all that. What is surveys and yet?
A complete Detachment that you know, it doesn't matter nothing of this matches, but you've been down on his knees and drink dirty water from the gutter. Let's load the stop. Is it the attic there and I don't watch that and it bothered me a lot because I'm very fond of water. I've always been to drink you must everybody must have a drink of water. Nobody must be thirsty. Maybe something from the past. I don't know.
I try it horrified and I touched him and I said I'll get you a picture of water. So I dropped this brass pot of water and he looked up at me and I just have a little through the rest away and just looked so I went back when I came back. He was on his knees drinking water from the gutter now.
I believe the Bible said no Irish. The best is also a particular kind of mask. Yeah what happened, but that sometimes when I returned from school for lunch, but you know, she was a very practical and it's kind of person. So the table would be late. The pools would be a low fire so that it would be warm and just the right heat so I could come and help it up and so myself on the location.
So sometimes when I was away some kind of cold from from the ancient the door is closed. The someone will be calling so I would go out and find it was a baker. So I told to wait I'd go back bring the remainder of the food and didn't have a phone or something but put it examples of the few times and I remember mother remarking. Oh you like that position?
Today I came to this for one reason and one day when I talk Hank when I advise a pumping but this was just a boy.
I don't know, but I gave him the food fight at all.
And I watched him after day that I got scared. What will mother say right? So when I went back he watches a I never knew what happened and I saw that coming inside right back to the evening of his mother was that it worked.
Have the table but you do need it on the case is on the table. I mean that was a big thing about that place guilty about it. But hey I asked about this man. I didn't know it was about but I need something drew me to him to do these things and I ask Baba as I told them.
You're never afraid. No. No, it didn't do YouTube. I having such personalities. Even if you don't know them that you know, you let them be but there are those that know and they usually have people around them and
Like Papa John's even the beginning and then so you you you know, that's something that's like the moth to the flame and the flame.
And the mall just close to the flame not for anything. It is not going to receive anything from the flame. It is simply that you consume itself to give itself up that the math is just wants to that love for the frame and it just goes against religious to consume yourself. Baba said love is like they're not for anything to get so big
Simply not to be just read that is the way it is with the collaborators and the mother.
Which is a long way to go.
But he said he helped, you know, did you know?
Flash of the to the earliest times when it was a place where there
Just like, you know, I'm a person by their eyes not every time I do we have no report Master perhaps because Barbara shoulders we have had no concern with that even now it's only destroy the connected with bada which is why they are of importance or significance not in themselves, but the time that we were in bananas with Mara and they were sitting on the couch is mine.
What is the steps that lead to the water and of humanity very colorful and really makes the very active each one doing that. They not only find the others that's extraordinary work a Hindu Congregation of the pilgrimages as summer bathing and washing the clothes. I'm afraid chanting Bells a-ringing summary gypsum equipping each one, you know, just skipping or hurting
In relation to to that topic and so we use cloud and mass of humanity very colorful that each one doing something all about everyone.
Poop at night of color no movement. It's a drop of peppermint in that ocean of color and movement and he and it stretches. It was I mean his eyes and he's Color Guard. It's got a nice curly hair and very covered.
It's put all the color and sound and movement to shake this job. And I looking at it and his eyes so I can see where do I turn my head naturally to the source the one who knows so I turned my gaze to look at Bubba and I find his turn.
That is already looking at me. So, goodbye wasn't my eyes meet or Baba doesn't not you say yes, isn't it?
Did you ladies ever get to see the must survive abroad in the back but it's very very cold. So cold that water was like I suppose we didn't have hot water cat because they noticed.
It was freezing and shivering in early in the morning about the people is very happy very active and I like straight up like a son and he comes into anything should we all go over did sugar and they're in the middle of the courtyard is seated just about the master activator Santa Barbara is stupid like this and with the beard and the hair very,
Anything but the others don't be smiling and happy within itself. And there's a pail of water cold cold water that's been out of night and it's pouring water over the surface at night, you know and all that cold water goes over him and that whole witness probably freezing it and he's happy about us to see you just feel the cold because it feels luxurious bubble is just so lovely.
Also, that's the time. I remember very well because of a spastic and Baba group, especially after the most mango she would love bananas sometimes in the other group and in quetta, there's a not little English group.
Adding with you like peaches pears and also beautiful fruit and Baba who didn't care. They're in that school for climate when you felt like it is one big Peach for lunch. It was so cold that beautiful peach.
Drops of ice on it and it's wet enough fun and Samara would vomit on a cold fire just to make it less cold so you can get it in there and we would then how could we enjoy that? Nice hot food that we ate knowing bubble is having a cold Peach.
Those moments were very difficult when you do.
That he was taking something on Facebook creation safe and like he found himself at each stage first years in prison, His Voice as my mother would say we found himself by not talking than a bound himself by not writing then not reading. They're not walking with all these accidents disease not eating to the class you do it.
Every finding so that we can be fleek.
Because we can I find uphill even for him. He buys himself in the end. There is no walking. I'm going to see how painful it was for kids all the time, but then he doesn't because being Perfection and it be he died on our behalf as perfect.
Because Perfection it's doing it like the new life a new life and the results are and will be perfect for us. Like the prayer Bible would participate in the train. He was paired with hands joined while we all stood around and one of us like with the women I would read the parallel and Bible would be there with his jaw.
The Men We would do it twice the man are should read aloud and the other subscriber room and then have sex with Ava you should click you don't have to pan with a paper hip you can join hands while we praise so he was playing he was saying the prayers on our behalf.
And therefore the results of that.
Is it a perfect place to try which is the Bubba Oliver service trike? Achieve Every Act every gesture. Every thing that you said it has to be perfect. Sometimes you know when we were so familiar with bother with Baba is just something to someone and it didn't happen and then you know, it would be a light side of it. Not - Giggles somebody who did I see?
And then he turned around and said, I'm the only one.
I'm the only one that's what I think each time. He comes again with the mantle of men when it comes around like it's nothing but for each longing, but stunning internet to believe at photos each week each.
On great. Therefore you see anything that is concerned now that you are whatever you want for him, beautiful.
Did you carry on from where you have next job the big I can be born again We Carry On from where we have left out. So where we are leading off what we're doing now is very important.
This is the part. We don't get jasmine flowers anymore. The season is over. But if some days ago that was coming. I was tired of picking them up. And I said no it was all right over the snow many because at night also there would be a carpet of Jasmine on the floor and yet in the morning. There's was ready ready. Just giving giving giving and that's what I was doing.
Even now but this is forgetting time to season and out of season and I tell you everything that all of us just he them with material means
You know, he's so something that is visible. He uses the material means to collect true as a channel like he had these electric wiring Victor so long
But then goes to me like I'm just giving a very Monday small, but the what I want to say, like for instance there was told that he must exercise for it hits our intent. So when you could be lying down on the bed and so mad
And I let go like this like this and I finished another muscle in hundreds of in and I let very very fast few or five times finished and then the stomach in and out two times that was done and there he will do the hand exercise which you would go on and on and on doing and what I was to do that I use with my eyes sort of. Oh look now this this you just goes on and on and I got to
Father turned his eyes and I copped the look in his eyes and it was so meaningful.
So many cold syrup. That's what you think. But I'm not telling it came to me later for balanced doing lying down. This is hand exercise, you know so that your hand and stretches like that. But that was doing is it was like that in the house payment it was this gesture, you know the heart as we've taken something from the heart and give you that.
With the freshness openings out I'll just twist like, you know dropping like you would do the Prasad take the handful and then drop it in the person's hand. Well does the receiver so here you went on and I'm doing this this giving him my half. So after a while the same exercise of this views as eyes meet mine.
And his has a look that's just hot. That's what you think.
That's all the skinny that you see which is just the beginning the point.
And even this is over for us the time that I tell that about of America the end of the activity and of the dresses to Bob has so much from the have these 10 side and climb that you know, Bob is here is especially for Mara and Sababa made a whole will glorify you. They all come to love you made the whole world recognize, you know, you and sometimes I say drop your left leg. Take it easy.
Knock knock, and I love you. Go slow with me.
What do you think?
How are you?
Yeah, I asked you to remind me it's about knowns I don't know whether you'll have heard him. I heard of him heard his name who Nelms numbs. We don't know II name. We don't know his history. Nothing of the sort except that he was the son of a police official in Pune.
He was the first Western disciples.
But how did he happen to come with it? He was an English man. It never started with the Americans. It started with the English the britisher So what had happened is the story behind it. Is this that one Baba had returned from Mozilla meme
And he had come to mehrabad. He started staying at meribah. That's where the barracks we're at the time being renovated as I told you Barracks of the first world war military barracks.
But with him had come those who stayed with him Mozilla mean.
Most of them followed him as far as they came to another and then Barbra kept them but there were some who were allowed to scatter by Baba's permission and his pleasure. So one that was one Babu by name and Indian and he was of Pune bobble head that will you go back to Pune join your family be with your family and do some business.
This whatever you want to learn something and be there love me. So you had opened a cycle shop.
You know, it's a smaii cycle shop, sir cycle repairs not the cycle shop as we call selling new Cycles, but hiring old cycles that were there and repairing and all filling in air and all that salty. So there was a cycle shop their tiny little think it's still there mind you but you owned by somebody else now in a corner so it
He had a shop there.
This person a britisher.
Some but it so happened that one day naturally cycle. He was on cycle. It was the British rule here, you know, so he's coming on a cycle young man, and he needed it seemed that he needed some air in his view die. So he stopped at that shop, but coincidentally it was that shock.
Hundred trying to be very meticulous with his work in his work and all that Babu not only wanted to fill their but he wanted to examine the wall. Why is there are leaking out or is it is there any puncture or something like that? They said please come and sit down. He spoken few words of English and all that so he came and sat down.
Down on a bench bench that was there in the tiny Corner when he said down first thing that he looked at was a big poster above a picture about printed little print. She looked at him. That was how he came into contact with Barbara for the first time in the shop.
And so that work is done. He filled the air and all that. He left once again, it seemed that he had to come for some feeling in here. But he chose that particular shop because the shopkeeper was good kind she came and this time he was drawn by the picture. He came and looked at the pictures still there. He began to look and says, who is this person who is
Is he because he didn't look like the Hindu gods and goddesses that were there. You see the rampant in the shops, you know how they are of RAM and Sita and Shiva and Hanuman and all these sort of things. That's it. But he looked quite different. So he says who is this? This is his my master. He is mad baba meher, baba.
So there's Avengers in Louisiana in Pune.
Five miles away from the city knows the village are in town Village.
Then he again went away third time he came and he said can I go to him? How how can I go kill? You come with me. I'll take you. I'll pay the money for you to come take me there. This is Noble Otto asked first permission without permission. You can't go there. That was one of the things you see.
The Bible always insisting upon without his permission. Nobody can go
Write to him say that I want to come. So the letter came back reply the tell the person till Nelson's his name. He gave his name as Nelms. So tell names that when the time comes you'll call him. The names would come again and again to the shop even under any excuse of without excuses. Any letter from him as is the call.
Is the call you this is now super Babu have to write a game again. The reply would be tell him to wait when the car where I need. I when I want him, I'll call him. I will call him underlying will and again you would show the letters on the but it's all of no avail. He come here last several times can't I go there? Come on take us now. You can't go there.
Being a British at actually wanted to but what happened was this happen. Now this precipitated how Nelms becomes the disciple of Melba. He being a Roman Catholic. There is a church there in Pune the see us in the church brick between the big tent Winston school and met a Convent of Mary Jesus and me. There's a church you call it. Here's to babies. He used to visit the church.
So it doesn't this is eventually found out at a very late stage.
What happened to you had gone once there to the church as usual on Sunday after all the proceedings had taken place and we're over and people are disposed. He still continued to be sitting there. And you know, how the what do you call them? We are the fuse are there. But yeah, the bench is sort of a bad fuse you call them fuse years kneelers. Nobody has been kicking ass.
His hands were like this and you sitting there although all the people the whole congregation are dispersed and was and after couple of hours also is still found sitting there. The naturally there is a janitor was to take child the place he has to clean the place and all that he comes and all all anything that is litter around there. Is he picks up and all that he comes there. He sweeps the place and all the Dust
The thing he has seen to the it's a big hole there the church and he sees the solitary person sitting the time he had come he is in the same posture now, he has almost finished the thing after an hour of that sweeping and all that. He still in the same position something he felt something this is what happened to this person. Is he alive or dead she goes there and shakes him nothing is there
See he runs to the priests badri and he calls this is there's a man sitting there like that and we don't know he doesn't move so they come and they Shake him in on nothing there to take him to the hospital.
Doctors were called something like that. His pulse was there but he was unconscious.
You still going to the doctor and he revived he came back?
And then he when he revived he came back. He initially continued with his chores whatever they be, but he never fails to visit the cycle shop and now tells in imperative tones to Babu that if you are not taking me now I am going by myself because don't do that, please otherwise Baba will girl will be displeased with me because I am the person who gave you the address and all.
Don't you do that? I will I'll come wait. What's the matter? Why are you in a hurry with D'Elia calls you this is the call has been given is very I haven't received it. I haven't received it. This is yes. I have received the call. Well, what is the call? Where is the letter? This is no it's not the letter then this is what Bob would tells us the story not now, he told us many years ago and the story is that while he was in the congregation the hallways.
Is absorbed in communion with the Lord. He was also and his gaze fell on the part of one of the skin glasses there.
And out of the stained glass. He sells that I really saw me Baba the same picture that is they're coming out of the bright shining light that is there and I got so overpowered with the very sight of it was so realistic. It's so real that I just lost my consciousness.
And then fill down and I don't know what happened. I was taken to the hospital. So this is the call. I have to go I can't stand now and llama so that's how an Elm were then eventually Bob. Would it take him without permission Ababa? Then When Baba was told about his insistence so Baba, of course forgive and Nelms insisted on leaving the world and staying with him and Baba permitted him at the time.
These older brother rooster was in charge of the place. He was managing. So being the first Western and naturally he was being pampered and their hard labor was there at the time there were no pumping systems nothing of the sort sweeping and cleaning and caring water up the hill and clearing the lateran and all that was being done by Monday people no servants nothing of the sort. So he was there and Baba allowed.
Him to continue the stay there. So once rooster was very outgoing and outspoken. So he says a nun. This is come on tell us what happened to you. How did you come who are you from his brother his
Please permit me this privacy. Don't ask me my Independence. You will not get anything from it. Don't ask me because they are none and left the world has not left the world have died to it and I'm living here. Now. It's all dead. It's not a soda never asked me us all knew that this term was outspoken as I told naturally spread and told all the people never to ask you so we do not know.
The full history of whom L Ms. But he was the first britisher. So you would rustam was very fascinated by his dedication and service and humility and real love is young and strong person Nelms see you bring you know, because they had the shops, you know called Europe shops means things would come from Europe. So toiletries saw oil this island. They were in India, then shops would be named as Europe shops in see where you get things.
Imported
So bring all these this is he he saw the manly using bar soap is, you know wash himself for the bath analysis. Whatever the manly we are he told risk of many brother. So this is look do you all use the soap? No, we don't do that. Then. Why do you make me use it? I have come to live as one amongst you allow me to be that give me the privilege to live with you all so that's all right.
His wishes willful Baba himself would ask the women to speak in the beginning. Send some something not too spicy or in jealous or something something least palatable at least that he would refuse here. He went to Baba and fell on his knees and begged the Baba Baba. Please allow me to live as the wandering accept me as one of them accepted.
So at that time there was no way what you call Packing or the Baba's move was quite different if he gave and they Excel well and good if said no, I will either live the life that okay, nothing to pamper or say no take care of your health see whether you are. All right. This is nothing. Other than that. He was not a father at the time. He was the real friend of at the time so then nuns lived as one of the monthly days are passing by and he wants work and all that he has
Which is Baba for Works bobis, ask somebody is on was the manager pay do podrían others. You see a loose term skim some work he wants to do something. He was given some work. He wants approach Bob and says I want I would want to do the hardest work that is here to serve you anything. That is the most hard. It's hard upon any human being here. And this is what do you think now since I would love to carry water on my shoulders, you know, the bamboo poles
From the world to draw the water and fill the cans and carry all the stuff and the time there were there was a wire you see, you know railway tracks. They were two boundary lines with it still requires with posts where they're not so they have to cross that they were like, how do you see how to cross over it put your leg and then go there and be on the track and again cross that and then carry all those things up the hill.
So that's how it was. He did that but while doing it from quite a few months, he developed a sort of a sort of a scratch here with his Chapel didn't because water would fall dust would be there. So the leather leather rash was there. Yeah. It was. Yeah. This is sort of a rash was this product his skin was delicateness really so run rough life and dust will settle and there was dispensary at the time.
The clinic there badri pandu was leaving. The party was a sailor. Mama was in charge since they were three top people there. This is a knell. Why don't you go and show the doctor there? He's there but get some rest ours is no fuss about it. It's nothing. It's just a little scratch. It will go for it to develop developed into septic Focus there then he was hospitalized and then in that he died Baba was there at the time
You came in that day. He died. I think on twenty-twos in the night early hours of the morning early 20s early means about 30 1994 2025. We had Baba speaking. Yeah, the only wasn't handling whether did I think so. We are confirm this from Pain do whether he
Her but it must be that because he's in 24-pin Duna personals Cara Maria was was he at the time when Baba speaking or after in was he in 25 or 24?
So that's how you do the first rest of the king lived and died when the by the way nobody knew his belongings were there. He knows little drunk in a bedding know what to do. So Baba says give it in the newspaper that the certain Westerner who lived in this ashram digest by name of Nelms any relatives that are there they are invited to take away things. Like there was an inquiry being a British British collector.
Was their priests officials were vicious and there's a lot of inquiry about her as a how did he die? Why was he not taken care of so for this everything was explained. So then the advertisement was here right up was given the paper and somebody did come and collect the luggage but the person when he came to collect the luggage, no responsible Baba lava was around at the time. There was one person there in the garage, you know, which
Known as Sarah's motor home from there. The things that in the pivot was given the edges. So the person came and collected. Look nobody was there to find out you see that's how it was so nobody knows but some little inkling from Babu we came to know that he was the son of the police commissioner there the time
An English police. Yeah, of course suja popular again to Baba in 1925 already started the silence, but he was using Sleek, but also it does.
When a western Mandalay, I'm sure sure they were westerners that came in contact with him. Yeah.
This is that were listed as boyfriends and all that at the time of British are so many petitions were here is teacher. Yeah, he's teachers was a peaceful French and American priests and all the French at least French and German fathers were there at the time no American Americans adopted an isolationist policies at the time machine.
Mongolian food
The lover of God and it also shows the statement which beloved Baba had once made that I'm a very jealous beloved who does not like his lovers to go to others. I mean, he's an exclusive beloved and he wants his lovers to be exclusively for him. And this story illustrates that point
Punch Moses was told by Allah that you go to such and such spot and there you will see a true lover of mine and Moses when we miss this lover of God, where did you book a plan called me as brother some emergency. The season is not to get children.
This is not the season. Yeah, the it should be. Okay, please. Yeah Moses was many times declared that he is a very jealous beloved and he had given that example of a man coming home after a long interval and he wants to go to his wife as soon as
But if you sort of lingers on the way or visit certain unwanted spots that is not a true lover. Like that was the example which Bob at given and this story illustrates the point of how will our suffers and how a beloved very jealously guards his lovers. So once Moses was told by Allah that you go to such and such a spot and there you will see a true lover of mine and Moses was most Keen to see him after all.
A lover of God is no small matter and even to that spot and that is really matter man. He was absolutely vital that we just plain Skin and Bones nothing on him and he was sitting there doing nothing and Moses approached him and bowed down and he says well, I hope I've been told by Allah that you are his chosen one and he says yes Moses. I'm very happy to hear it and Moses. Could I do any service for you? And he says yes, I am.
Link touch to get me a glass of water and Moses was to honored to serve him a lover of God after all so he went in search of water and eventually found the place and brought him a mug full of water. But in the meantime a lion at comment on this man to pieces and Moses was very much upset about this and then he said in the very least I could do for him is go to the village and bring a shroud and give him a decent burial. So he goes to the village and gets the show.
Route in the meantime the chuckles. I've already eaten him up and all that and Moses was very much shocked by this site and he asked Allah, it is Allah. How come that you treat your lover like this? And then the answer came that this Man II remembrance and in love of me for 40 years and for 40 years. I was standing before him literally on one foot to serve him to complete any of his wish that he had if he had
Me of glass of water and organic milk. Literally. I've been standing in front of him for the last 40 years to render service to him. How come today he selected Moses for a glass of water when I am present here. And this was the punishment that he got from me because I'm very jealous of my lover's this is then
How about about the lovers of note that I love that I don't think in a certain let a red light district in India in Bombay Mumbai say a woman and her lover was sitting there, you know in India. This red light districts. The business is conducted down.
Bill, and the house is up top like that. So this woman and her lover were sitting on The Veranda of the cows the open space like the step-by-step softens, and it was a rainy day.
And that we shot a Sufi intoxicated in love of God was going back and because it was a rainy day on the road was not very clean full of slush and all as you walked by a bit of that mud splashed from his feet and landed on the cheeks of that woman.
And the lover of the woman got very upset about this any got the panelists.
So he was walking here who was walking dr. Sophie and I wish he wasn't going by and because that road was full of lush and muck as he was walking by a bit of it splashed on the cheeks of that woman one of the cheeks and her lover was very much upset about that and he got a penny girl that man a tight slap swing that can't you see how you walk doesn't that abused him?
This that wish was absolutely lost in God, so he didn't even know what was happening and he kept walking.
Hardly a day gone by then. This woman got the urge to have a bitly nut that nut which we Chew in India Farm which makes your saliva turn red. So she says go up to my bedroom and getting normal custom is that they keep these nuts prepared. So whenever you feel like having it you have one and it is all kept in a box. So the woman told her lover go up to up to my bedroom and get me this box of betel nuts.
He goes up to the bedroom and corrects the box and comes down and all of a sudden. He's still his feet slipped on the staircase any tumble down. And as you landed on the last staircase broke his neck and instantly died.
This woman immediately put the two and two together and she realized what must have happened. So she ran after this derivation came to him and said such and such a thing has happened now ask Allah to forgive him and revive him again and the dervish said that woman very frankly. I do not even know that accidentally this bit of mud splashed on your cheek. I do not even know that he has left me. This is something which is entirely between you your lover.
And God, you must find out the cause of it's not me and so he walks away and this woman came home and she cried a lot because of her Lover's death and after being completely exhausted very with her sorrow. She said she fell asleep and in her dreams, she heard a voice something like that.
And the voice was telling her that for no fault of my lover your lover slept him that mud which was published on your cheek was an accidental act. It was no deliberate act on his path and yet you're lovers left him Woman by doing by any chance. Do you think your lover is the only one who knows how to punish that was what she was told by God?
Is there a rash rash stories to Western ears?
These are the Sizzlers fellow. What is the real system from koala T know but I still remember there is another one which that he seen on the garbage him.
Psalm 51 movies in the garbage heap. No, he says come come the next day. I'll tell you I'll show you I'll show you how to love God have got it treated. No, no, no what love love for God is one page brother here this under the title. So first of all, let him give you a little introduction to a large.
Mnsure, how large was a man who was in search of God, and he was very outspoken. He was a contemporary of Junaid another perfect master of his time.
And he studied under Junaid also for quite some time and because of his outspokenness, once you nail even told him that the time might come when you will turn the color of the scaffold red with your blood and monster said that when that day comes you need you will have to down the robe of her worldly magistrate. That was what he had told him and as Monster haulage Advanced on his path and eventually became a perfect master in but of physics
She's mood of ecstasy. He declared himself as an Al haqq and this matter was brought to the notice of the Khalifa of the time. The story is not now the Story begins mansur al-hallaj Paris didn't at our starts his biographical sketch of this great Saint Mansoor with a comment what a Pity that such a great Saint should have been so little understood by his contemporaries. You can Revere a tree if the sound Anna hack
I am the truth comes out of it, but you hang a human being if he utters the same words. You should know that all such great Saints who utter such words in ecstasy are merely speaking through the tongue of the Lord. It is God who is speaking through them their self is dead.
Chablis remark, that although he and monster spoke the same words. He was let off on the ground of Madness that monster was hung on the ground that he was in his senses and wise and yet uttered words of heresy Mansoor came to to Star at the age of 16 and stayed there for two years then proceeded to Huck the Haka where he stayed for a year and a half and the company of hadhrat Omar Bean.
Key there, he met and married the daughter of had wrought jakub Akita, and she proceeded to dwell with hot rod denied at Baghdad for a time from there. He went to he shot he has where he met a group of poopy with whom he returned to hydrogenate in Baghdad and here he put a question to you and I'd which resulted in the prophecy.
By that great saint that is some day you shall color a wooden piece red meaning that he shall be hung on hearing this month's or said when that will happen. You shall have to give up your sufis Garb and you'll have to put on the Lehman's dress that actually came to pass in due course, what is well known that when all the religious precept is were asked to sign the death warrant of months or they hesitated to hydrogen.
It took the lead United hesitated when the colleagues told him that until he signed he would not crucify him answer then Junaid discarded the sufis garments and put on the lace schools Master Lei schoolmasters dress and signed the warrant in the following words. I express my opinion on the external demands or that he is fit to be. Jibbety. Jibbety. Jibbety when United did not answer the question of
Mansour and instead gave him the rough scolding which was to have terrible consequences who's there for a little disappointed and left him and went to to Star along with his wife and there he stayed for a year the people of the place honored him much there. It was his want to criticize the religious Pretenders who were very much annoyed with him.
And their plot against him. They were helped by Hot Rod Marvin Oatman route insinuating letters to them to harassment sir.
Master did not relish such opposition to his views and he therefore discarded the suit his garments and on the Lehman's dress, but at the time he was established in a very high spiritual state which possessed him for full five years. He traveled to Sisseton kiraman and nimrods in those days and wrote very Illuminating Works in discourses. So Illuminating that he was styled the master of secret knowledge
From their Mansoor procedure to Basra and again put on the garments of the Sufi. He went to Mecca and their people style him a magician.
He returned to Basra and then proceeded to China by way of India.
On his return he made a second pilgrimage to Mecca and a great change it taken place in him. His words were replete with esotericism and few could follow him. So he was turned away from the places. He visited and was much tortured.
In the days of his intense spiritual State monster lived in one cloak for full 20 years one day people forcibly took it off his body. They were surprised that in it a scorpion and made a home and as they wanted to kill it Mansoor ask them to replace it in the Garment as he had befriended him for the last 20 years once 4,000 people accompanied him to Cava.
On a pilgrimage there. He stood barefooted and bare headed for a full year in one spot.
A man would come with a loaf and a jug of water for him, but it was only seldom that he took a morsel of it.
He was therefore a much reduced physically all his flesh dried in his skin scorched and torn it places a scorpion had made a home in His Garment and then his prayers offered there. He would say Lord You're the guide of those who are passing through the valley of bewilderment. If I am a heretic enlarge my heresy when the people had left and he was alone he would again pray. I know the alone or Lord and worship none besides thee and I'm grateful.
The gift style has conferred on me. I am thy slave and so numerous on me are thy gifts with this single tongue? I cannot express my gratitude for them. So thank myself on my behalf. One day months were met hot rod kava-kava in the wilderness and asked him what he was doing there. He answered. I'm trying to settle in contentment to be satisfied with what soever the law.
Lord does with me in respect to conferring food on me or letting me go without it in man. So remarked, how long should you go on wasting your times over the Affairs of your belly. When will you lose yourself in a Divine Unity?
Losing your identity in Divine consciousness.
When people visited him in the jail cell on the night of his first night of his imprisonment, they could not find him in the room. He had bodily disappeared on the second night of their visit. They found him at a spot of the jail. He disappeared.
On the third night, they met him seated in the fell in the jail and they asked him the reason of this strange experience in dear applied on the first night. I was in the presence of the Lord on the second night. The Lord had come here on a visit to me and now I have been brought here to verify the words of the scripture that is a man in his senses should never had her. Khayyam the truth for as long as it as he is a being a man. He can never be God if he utters those words it is heresy.
Mansour used to offer 1,000 obeisances to the Lord every day after his daily prayers were over when people asked him when you yourself are God to whom do you offer obeisances? He replied I know my worth very well.
They were 300 prisoners in the jail in which monster was lodged and he asked them if they wanted to be released on getting their reply in the affirmative. He made a sign and their fetid fell down in the gates of their cells and of the jail lay wide open.
They asked him to accompany them as they left the precincts, but he replied I have a secret matter with the Lord which shall be revealed. I have been consigned to the scaffold. I am the prisoner of the Lord who is my master and I must show respect to his scriptures the morning people saw that all the locks were broken and all the prisoners it fled and they inquired of Mansoor about the incident. So he narrated all that had happened.
They asked him why he didn't please and he replied. My master is angry with me. He is inflicting punishment on me. And so I am here.
And the Khalif learned of the incident you're dead man, sir to be beheaded immediately lest. He should cause further trouble. He was with 300 times and every time a voice was heard. Oh man, sir. I do not feel bear up with all punishment.
100,000 people had assembled around the gibbet on which he was to be hanged.
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Love of divine love and give us organized yet because when we haven't experienced that love we haven't even gotten an idea of every bottle would say, so how does he describe but how do you describe even a headache to a person under his head if you can describe it the Bible would give us this comparison and he said,
When you're speaking of divine love is that the highest of human love these even of Laila and majnu which was such type of human love that it touched the Divine and mushroom. So Layla wherever he looked because it could be nothing else. So even that cloud services is like an ant bite compared to Divine love which is cooking.
And apis I realize that very well because I'm very legit cop in the face of that head. It's just enough to think of nothing nothing nothing but the comparison
And I remember that my son must spin in Pune and I was home before I joined Barber for food when I was at the kind of Doomsday married a Catholic school and I would come to battle for all my holidays. There are certain people are personalities individuals whom I do not know what masks or whatever but who I asked about later and Barbara H times and then I remember
Man, he people just mutter mutter mutter rustic very fast. Even for an Interline very fast and you smoke a beedi. He had a heart attack this tiny dark and wet and then the smoking really give a quote in his hat.
I think she was past middle age, but she was beautiful and very fair complexion. Like most of the Jewish women. We have known in Pune and flashing eyes, but Pig not sad, but she was sick this way and this way actually have this volume in a skirt on and shared many kinds of scarves over maybe seven. Maybe we didn't count and a lot of Steel Bangles the jingles steel pieces of Steel.
And steel bangle which we live later is like an epic fucking mustard. But and then there is the lady in the woman who was at the end of the long length from our Ali Baba has from Pune and she bought seven stories and I didn't know the significance of that till years later. My mother came with a search warrant and but about a contact with that woman and he said she was a mic which is when we came to know she was a mess.
And there was another one. He was the most interesting because he attracted me I don't know why he'd never spoke a word. He just took there and he would look at you when they look at you and there is right they look as if they have nothing, but at the same moment the impression is that he's a key all he owns all that. What is surveys and yet?
A complete Detachment that you know, it doesn't matter nothing of this matches, but you've been down on his knees and drink dirty water from the gutter. Let's load the stop. Is it the attic there and I don't watch that and it bothered me a lot because I'm very fond of water. I've always been to drink you must everybody must have a drink of water. Nobody must be thirsty. Maybe something from the past. I don't know.
I try it horrified and I touched him and I said I'll get you a picture of water. So I dropped this brass pot of water and he looked up at me and I just have a little through the rest away and just looked so I went back when I came back. He was on his knees drinking water from the gutter now.
I believe the Bible said no Irish. The best is also a particular kind of mask. Yeah what happened, but that sometimes when I returned from school for lunch, but you know, she was a very practical and it's kind of person. So the table would be late. The pools would be a low fire so that it would be warm and just the right heat so I could come and help it up and so myself on the location.
So sometimes when I was away some kind of cold from from the ancient the door is closed. The someone will be calling so I would go out and find it was a baker. So I told to wait I'd go back bring the remainder of the food and didn't have a phone or something but put it examples of the few times and I remember mother remarking. Oh you like that position?
Today I came to this for one reason and one day when I talk Hank when I advise a pumping but this was just a boy.
I don't know, but I gave him the food fight at all.
And I watched him after day that I got scared. What will mother say right? So when I went back he watches a I never knew what happened and I saw that coming inside right back to the evening of his mother was that it worked.
Have the table but you do need it on the case is on the table. I mean that was a big thing about that place guilty about it. But hey I asked about this man. I didn't know it was about but I need something drew me to him to do these things and I ask Baba as I told them.
You're never afraid. No. No, it didn't do YouTube. I having such personalities. Even if you don't know them that you know, you let them be but there are those that know and they usually have people around them and
Like Papa John's even the beginning and then so you you you know, that's something that's like the moth to the flame and the flame.
And the mall just close to the flame not for anything. It is not going to receive anything from the flame. It is simply that you consume itself to give itself up that the math is just wants to that love for the frame and it just goes against religious to consume yourself. Baba said love is like they're not for anything to get so big
Simply not to be just read that is the way it is with the collaborators and the mother.
Which is a long way to go.
But he said he helped, you know, did you know?
Flash of the to the earliest times when it was a place where there
Just like, you know, I'm a person by their eyes not every time I do we have no report Master perhaps because Barbara shoulders we have had no concern with that even now it's only destroy the connected with bada which is why they are of importance or significance not in themselves, but the time that we were in bananas with Mara and they were sitting on the couch is mine.
What is the steps that lead to the water and of humanity very colorful and really makes the very active each one doing that. They not only find the others that's extraordinary work a Hindu Congregation of the pilgrimages as summer bathing and washing the clothes. I'm afraid chanting Bells a-ringing summary gypsum equipping each one, you know, just skipping or hurting
In relation to to that topic and so we use cloud and mass of humanity very colorful that each one doing something all about everyone.
Poop at night of color no movement. It's a drop of peppermint in that ocean of color and movement and he and it stretches. It was I mean his eyes and he's Color Guard. It's got a nice curly hair and very covered.
It's put all the color and sound and movement to shake this job. And I looking at it and his eyes so I can see where do I turn my head naturally to the source the one who knows so I turned my gaze to look at Bubba and I find his turn.
That is already looking at me. So, goodbye wasn't my eyes meet or Baba doesn't not you say yes, isn't it?
Did you ladies ever get to see the must survive abroad in the back but it's very very cold. So cold that water was like I suppose we didn't have hot water cat because they noticed.
It was freezing and shivering in early in the morning about the people is very happy very active and I like straight up like a son and he comes into anything should we all go over did sugar and they're in the middle of the courtyard is seated just about the master activator Santa Barbara is stupid like this and with the beard and the hair very,
Anything but the others don't be smiling and happy within itself. And there's a pail of water cold cold water that's been out of night and it's pouring water over the surface at night, you know and all that cold water goes over him and that whole witness probably freezing it and he's happy about us to see you just feel the cold because it feels luxurious bubble is just so lovely.
Also, that's the time. I remember very well because of a spastic and Baba group, especially after the most mango she would love bananas sometimes in the other group and in quetta, there's a not little English group.
Adding with you like peaches pears and also beautiful fruit and Baba who didn't care. They're in that school for climate when you felt like it is one big Peach for lunch. It was so cold that beautiful peach.
Drops of ice on it and it's wet enough fun and Samara would vomit on a cold fire just to make it less cold so you can get it in there and we would then how could we enjoy that? Nice hot food that we ate knowing bubble is having a cold Peach.
Those moments were very difficult when you do.
That he was taking something on Facebook creation safe and like he found himself at each stage first years in prison, His Voice as my mother would say we found himself by not talking than a bound himself by not writing then not reading. They're not walking with all these accidents disease not eating to the class you do it.
Every finding so that we can be fleek.
Because we can I find uphill even for him. He buys himself in the end. There is no walking. I'm going to see how painful it was for kids all the time, but then he doesn't because being Perfection and it be he died on our behalf as perfect.
Because Perfection it's doing it like the new life a new life and the results are and will be perfect for us. Like the prayer Bible would participate in the train. He was paired with hands joined while we all stood around and one of us like with the women I would read the parallel and Bible would be there with his jaw.
The Men We would do it twice the man are should read aloud and the other subscriber room and then have sex with Ava you should click you don't have to pan with a paper hip you can join hands while we praise so he was playing he was saying the prayers on our behalf.
And therefore the results of that.
Is it a perfect place to try which is the Bubba Oliver service trike? Achieve Every Act every gesture. Every thing that you said it has to be perfect. Sometimes you know when we were so familiar with bother with Baba is just something to someone and it didn't happen and then you know, it would be a light side of it. Not - Giggles somebody who did I see?
And then he turned around and said, I'm the only one.
I'm the only one that's what I think each time. He comes again with the mantle of men when it comes around like it's nothing but for each longing, but stunning internet to believe at photos each week each.
On great. Therefore you see anything that is concerned now that you are whatever you want for him, beautiful.
Did you carry on from where you have next job the big I can be born again We Carry On from where we have left out. So where we are leading off what we're doing now is very important.
This is the part. We don't get jasmine flowers anymore. The season is over. But if some days ago that was coming. I was tired of picking them up. And I said no it was all right over the snow many because at night also there would be a carpet of Jasmine on the floor and yet in the morning. There's was ready ready. Just giving giving giving and that's what I was doing.
Even now but this is forgetting time to season and out of season and I tell you everything that all of us just he them with material means
You know, he's so something that is visible. He uses the material means to collect true as a channel like he had these electric wiring Victor so long
But then goes to me like I'm just giving a very Monday small, but the what I want to say, like for instance there was told that he must exercise for it hits our intent. So when you could be lying down on the bed and so mad
And I let go like this like this and I finished another muscle in hundreds of in and I let very very fast few or five times finished and then the stomach in and out two times that was done and there he will do the hand exercise which you would go on and on and on doing and what I was to do that I use with my eyes sort of. Oh look now this this you just goes on and on and I got to
Father turned his eyes and I copped the look in his eyes and it was so meaningful.
So many cold syrup. That's what you think. But I'm not telling it came to me later for balanced doing lying down. This is hand exercise, you know so that your hand and stretches like that. But that was doing is it was like that in the house payment it was this gesture, you know the heart as we've taken something from the heart and give you that.
With the freshness openings out I'll just twist like, you know dropping like you would do the Prasad take the handful and then drop it in the person's hand. Well does the receiver so here you went on and I'm doing this this giving him my half. So after a while the same exercise of this views as eyes meet mine.
And his has a look that's just hot. That's what you think.
That's all the skinny that you see which is just the beginning the point.
And even this is over for us the time that I tell that about of America the end of the activity and of the dresses to Bob has so much from the have these 10 side and climb that you know, Bob is here is especially for Mara and Sababa made a whole will glorify you. They all come to love you made the whole world recognize, you know, you and sometimes I say drop your left leg. Take it easy.
Knock knock, and I love you. Go slow with me.
What do you think?
How are you?
Yeah, I asked you to remind me it's about knowns I don't know whether you'll have heard him. I heard of him heard his name who Nelms numbs. We don't know II name. We don't know his history. Nothing of the sort except that he was the son of a police official in Pune.
He was the first Western disciples.
But how did he happen to come with it? He was an English man. It never started with the Americans. It started with the English the britisher So what had happened is the story behind it. Is this that one Baba had returned from Mozilla meme
And he had come to mehrabad. He started staying at meribah. That's where the barracks we're at the time being renovated as I told you Barracks of the first world war military barracks.
But with him had come those who stayed with him Mozilla mean.
Most of them followed him as far as they came to another and then Barbra kept them but there were some who were allowed to scatter by Baba's permission and his pleasure. So one that was one Babu by name and Indian and he was of Pune bobble head that will you go back to Pune join your family be with your family and do some business.
This whatever you want to learn something and be there love me. So you had opened a cycle shop.
You know, it's a smaii cycle shop, sir cycle repairs not the cycle shop as we call selling new Cycles, but hiring old cycles that were there and repairing and all filling in air and all that salty. So there was a cycle shop their tiny little think it's still there mind you but you owned by somebody else now in a corner so it
He had a shop there.
This person a britisher.
Some but it so happened that one day naturally cycle. He was on cycle. It was the British rule here, you know, so he's coming on a cycle young man, and he needed it seemed that he needed some air in his view die. So he stopped at that shop, but coincidentally it was that shock.
Hundred trying to be very meticulous with his work in his work and all that Babu not only wanted to fill their but he wanted to examine the wall. Why is there are leaking out or is it is there any puncture or something like that? They said please come and sit down. He spoken few words of English and all that so he came and sat down.
Down on a bench bench that was there in the tiny Corner when he said down first thing that he looked at was a big poster above a picture about printed little print. She looked at him. That was how he came into contact with Barbara for the first time in the shop.
And so that work is done. He filled the air and all that. He left once again, it seemed that he had to come for some feeling in here. But he chose that particular shop because the shopkeeper was good kind she came and this time he was drawn by the picture. He came and looked at the pictures still there. He began to look and says, who is this person who is
Is he because he didn't look like the Hindu gods and goddesses that were there. You see the rampant in the shops, you know how they are of RAM and Sita and Shiva and Hanuman and all these sort of things. That's it. But he looked quite different. So he says who is this? This is his my master. He is mad baba meher, baba.
So there's Avengers in Louisiana in Pune.
Five miles away from the city knows the village are in town Village.
Then he again went away third time he came and he said can I go to him? How how can I go kill? You come with me. I'll take you. I'll pay the money for you to come take me there. This is Noble Otto asked first permission without permission. You can't go there. That was one of the things you see.
The Bible always insisting upon without his permission. Nobody can go
Write to him say that I want to come. So the letter came back reply the tell the person till Nelson's his name. He gave his name as Nelms. So tell names that when the time comes you'll call him. The names would come again and again to the shop even under any excuse of without excuses. Any letter from him as is the call.
Is the call you this is now super Babu have to write a game again. The reply would be tell him to wait when the car where I need. I when I want him, I'll call him. I will call him underlying will and again you would show the letters on the but it's all of no avail. He come here last several times can't I go there? Come on take us now. You can't go there.
Being a British at actually wanted to but what happened was this happen. Now this precipitated how Nelms becomes the disciple of Melba. He being a Roman Catholic. There is a church there in Pune the see us in the church brick between the big tent Winston school and met a Convent of Mary Jesus and me. There's a church you call it. Here's to babies. He used to visit the church.
So it doesn't this is eventually found out at a very late stage.
What happened to you had gone once there to the church as usual on Sunday after all the proceedings had taken place and we're over and people are disposed. He still continued to be sitting there. And you know, how the what do you call them? We are the fuse are there. But yeah, the bench is sort of a bad fuse you call them fuse years kneelers. Nobody has been kicking ass.
His hands were like this and you sitting there although all the people the whole congregation are dispersed and was and after couple of hours also is still found sitting there. The naturally there is a janitor was to take child the place he has to clean the place and all that he comes and all all anything that is litter around there. Is he picks up and all that he comes there. He sweeps the place and all the Dust
The thing he has seen to the it's a big hole there the church and he sees the solitary person sitting the time he had come he is in the same posture now, he has almost finished the thing after an hour of that sweeping and all that. He still in the same position something he felt something this is what happened to this person. Is he alive or dead she goes there and shakes him nothing is there
See he runs to the priests badri and he calls this is there's a man sitting there like that and we don't know he doesn't move so they come and they Shake him in on nothing there to take him to the hospital.
Doctors were called something like that. His pulse was there but he was unconscious.
You still going to the doctor and he revived he came back?
And then he when he revived he came back. He initially continued with his chores whatever they be, but he never fails to visit the cycle shop and now tells in imperative tones to Babu that if you are not taking me now I am going by myself because don't do that, please otherwise Baba will girl will be displeased with me because I am the person who gave you the address and all.
Don't you do that? I will I'll come wait. What's the matter? Why are you in a hurry with D'Elia calls you this is the call has been given is very I haven't received it. I haven't received it. This is yes. I have received the call. Well, what is the call? Where is the letter? This is no it's not the letter then this is what Bob would tells us the story not now, he told us many years ago and the story is that while he was in the congregation the hallways.
Is absorbed in communion with the Lord. He was also and his gaze fell on the part of one of the skin glasses there.
And out of the stained glass. He sells that I really saw me Baba the same picture that is they're coming out of the bright shining light that is there and I got so overpowered with the very sight of it was so realistic. It's so real that I just lost my consciousness.
And then fill down and I don't know what happened. I was taken to the hospital. So this is the call. I have to go I can't stand now and llama so that's how an Elm were then eventually Bob. Would it take him without permission Ababa? Then When Baba was told about his insistence so Baba, of course forgive and Nelms insisted on leaving the world and staying with him and Baba permitted him at the time.
These older brother rooster was in charge of the place. He was managing. So being the first Western and naturally he was being pampered and their hard labor was there at the time there were no pumping systems nothing of the sort sweeping and cleaning and caring water up the hill and clearing the lateran and all that was being done by Monday people no servants nothing of the sort. So he was there and Baba allowed.
Him to continue the stay there. So once rooster was very outgoing and outspoken. So he says a nun. This is come on tell us what happened to you. How did you come who are you from his brother his
Please permit me this privacy. Don't ask me my Independence. You will not get anything from it. Don't ask me because they are none and left the world has not left the world have died to it and I'm living here. Now. It's all dead. It's not a soda never asked me us all knew that this term was outspoken as I told naturally spread and told all the people never to ask you so we do not know.
The full history of whom L Ms. But he was the first britisher. So you would rustam was very fascinated by his dedication and service and humility and real love is young and strong person Nelms see you bring you know, because they had the shops, you know called Europe shops means things would come from Europe. So toiletries saw oil this island. They were in India, then shops would be named as Europe shops in see where you get things.
Imported
So bring all these this is he he saw the manly using bar soap is, you know wash himself for the bath analysis. Whatever the manly we are he told risk of many brother. So this is look do you all use the soap? No, we don't do that. Then. Why do you make me use it? I have come to live as one amongst you allow me to be that give me the privilege to live with you all so that's all right.
His wishes willful Baba himself would ask the women to speak in the beginning. Send some something not too spicy or in jealous or something something least palatable at least that he would refuse here. He went to Baba and fell on his knees and begged the Baba Baba. Please allow me to live as the wandering accept me as one of them accepted.
So at that time there was no way what you call Packing or the Baba's move was quite different if he gave and they Excel well and good if said no, I will either live the life that okay, nothing to pamper or say no take care of your health see whether you are. All right. This is nothing. Other than that. He was not a father at the time. He was the real friend of at the time so then nuns lived as one of the monthly days are passing by and he wants work and all that he has
Which is Baba for Works bobis, ask somebody is on was the manager pay do podrían others. You see a loose term skim some work he wants to do something. He was given some work. He wants approach Bob and says I want I would want to do the hardest work that is here to serve you anything. That is the most hard. It's hard upon any human being here. And this is what do you think now since I would love to carry water on my shoulders, you know, the bamboo poles
From the world to draw the water and fill the cans and carry all the stuff and the time there were there was a wire you see, you know railway tracks. They were two boundary lines with it still requires with posts where they're not so they have to cross that they were like, how do you see how to cross over it put your leg and then go there and be on the track and again cross that and then carry all those things up the hill.
So that's how it was. He did that but while doing it from quite a few months, he developed a sort of a sort of a scratch here with his Chapel didn't because water would fall dust would be there. So the leather leather rash was there. Yeah. It was. Yeah. This is sort of a rash was this product his skin was delicateness really so run rough life and dust will settle and there was dispensary at the time.
The clinic there badri pandu was leaving. The party was a sailor. Mama was in charge since they were three top people there. This is a knell. Why don't you go and show the doctor there? He's there but get some rest ours is no fuss about it. It's nothing. It's just a little scratch. It will go for it to develop developed into septic Focus there then he was hospitalized and then in that he died Baba was there at the time
You came in that day. He died. I think on twenty-twos in the night early hours of the morning early 20s early means about 30 1994 2025. We had Baba speaking. Yeah, the only wasn't handling whether did I think so. We are confirm this from Pain do whether he
Her but it must be that because he's in 24-pin Duna personals Cara Maria was was he at the time when Baba speaking or after in was he in 25 or 24?
So that's how you do the first rest of the king lived and died when the by the way nobody knew his belongings were there. He knows little drunk in a bedding know what to do. So Baba says give it in the newspaper that the certain Westerner who lived in this ashram digest by name of Nelms any relatives that are there they are invited to take away things. Like there was an inquiry being a British British collector.
Was their priests officials were vicious and there's a lot of inquiry about her as a how did he die? Why was he not taken care of so for this everything was explained. So then the advertisement was here right up was given the paper and somebody did come and collect the luggage but the person when he came to collect the luggage, no responsible Baba lava was around at the time. There was one person there in the garage, you know, which
Known as Sarah's motor home from there. The things that in the pivot was given the edges. So the person came and collected. Look nobody was there to find out you see that's how it was so nobody knows but some little inkling from Babu we came to know that he was the son of the police commissioner there the time
An English police. Yeah, of course suja popular again to Baba in 1925 already started the silence, but he was using Sleek, but also it does.
When a western Mandalay, I'm sure sure they were westerners that came in contact with him. Yeah.
This is that were listed as boyfriends and all that at the time of British are so many petitions were here is teacher. Yeah, he's teachers was a peaceful French and American priests and all the French at least French and German fathers were there at the time no American Americans adopted an isolationist policies at the time machine.
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The lover of God and it also shows the statement which beloved Baba had once made that I'm a very jealous beloved who does not like his lovers to go to others. I mean, he's an exclusive beloved and he wants his lovers to be exclusively for him. And this story illustrates that point
Punch Moses was told by Allah that you go to such and such spot and there you will see a true lover of mine and Moses when we miss this lover of God, where did you book a plan called me as brother some emergency. The season is not to get children.
This is not the season. Yeah, the it should be. Okay, please. Yeah Moses was many times declared that he is a very jealous beloved and he had given that example of a man coming home after a long interval and he wants to go to his wife as soon as
But if you sort of lingers on the way or visit certain unwanted spots that is not a true lover. Like that was the example which Bob at given and this story illustrates the point of how will our suffers and how a beloved very jealously guards his lovers. So once Moses was told by Allah that you go to such and such a spot and there you will see a true lover of mine and Moses was most Keen to see him after all.
A lover of God is no small matter and even to that spot and that is really matter man. He was absolutely vital that we just plain Skin and Bones nothing on him and he was sitting there doing nothing and Moses approached him and bowed down and he says well, I hope I've been told by Allah that you are his chosen one and he says yes Moses. I'm very happy to hear it and Moses. Could I do any service for you? And he says yes, I am.
Link touch to get me a glass of water and Moses was to honored to serve him a lover of God after all so he went in search of water and eventually found the place and brought him a mug full of water. But in the meantime a lion at comment on this man to pieces and Moses was very much upset about this and then he said in the very least I could do for him is go to the village and bring a shroud and give him a decent burial. So he goes to the village and gets the show.
Route in the meantime the chuckles. I've already eaten him up and all that and Moses was very much shocked by this site and he asked Allah, it is Allah. How come that you treat your lover like this? And then the answer came that this Man II remembrance and in love of me for 40 years and for 40 years. I was standing before him literally on one foot to serve him to complete any of his wish that he had if he had
Me of glass of water and organic milk. Literally. I've been standing in front of him for the last 40 years to render service to him. How come today he selected Moses for a glass of water when I am present here. And this was the punishment that he got from me because I'm very jealous of my lover's this is then
How about about the lovers of note that I love that I don't think in a certain let a red light district in India in Bombay Mumbai say a woman and her lover was sitting there, you know in India. This red light districts. The business is conducted down.
Bill, and the house is up top like that. So this woman and her lover were sitting on The Veranda of the cows the open space like the step-by-step softens, and it was a rainy day.
And that we shot a Sufi intoxicated in love of God was going back and because it was a rainy day on the road was not very clean full of slush and all as you walked by a bit of that mud splashed from his feet and landed on the cheeks of that woman.
And the lover of the woman got very upset about this any got the panelists.
So he was walking here who was walking dr. Sophie and I wish he wasn't going by and because that road was full of lush and muck as he was walking by a bit of it splashed on the cheeks of that woman one of the cheeks and her lover was very much upset about that and he got a penny girl that man a tight slap swing that can't you see how you walk doesn't that abused him?
This that wish was absolutely lost in God, so he didn't even know what was happening and he kept walking.
Hardly a day gone by then. This woman got the urge to have a bitly nut that nut which we Chew in India Farm which makes your saliva turn red. So she says go up to my bedroom and getting normal custom is that they keep these nuts prepared. So whenever you feel like having it you have one and it is all kept in a box. So the woman told her lover go up to up to my bedroom and get me this box of betel nuts.
He goes up to the bedroom and corrects the box and comes down and all of a sudden. He's still his feet slipped on the staircase any tumble down. And as you landed on the last staircase broke his neck and instantly died.
This woman immediately put the two and two together and she realized what must have happened. So she ran after this derivation came to him and said such and such a thing has happened now ask Allah to forgive him and revive him again and the dervish said that woman very frankly. I do not even know that accidentally this bit of mud splashed on your cheek. I do not even know that he has left me. This is something which is entirely between you your lover.
And God, you must find out the cause of it's not me and so he walks away and this woman came home and she cried a lot because of her Lover's death and after being completely exhausted very with her sorrow. She said she fell asleep and in her dreams, she heard a voice something like that.
And the voice was telling her that for no fault of my lover your lover slept him that mud which was published on your cheek was an accidental act. It was no deliberate act on his path and yet you're lovers left him Woman by doing by any chance. Do you think your lover is the only one who knows how to punish that was what she was told by God?
Is there a rash rash stories to Western ears?
These are the Sizzlers fellow. What is the real system from koala T know but I still remember there is another one which that he seen on the garbage him.
Psalm 51 movies in the garbage heap. No, he says come come the next day. I'll tell you I'll show you I'll show you how to love God have got it treated. No, no, no what love love for God is one page brother here this under the title. So first of all, let him give you a little introduction to a large.
Mnsure, how large was a man who was in search of God, and he was very outspoken. He was a contemporary of Junaid another perfect master of his time.
And he studied under Junaid also for quite some time and because of his outspokenness, once you nail even told him that the time might come when you will turn the color of the scaffold red with your blood and monster said that when that day comes you need you will have to down the robe of her worldly magistrate. That was what he had told him and as Monster haulage Advanced on his path and eventually became a perfect master in but of physics
She's mood of ecstasy. He declared himself as an Al haqq and this matter was brought to the notice of the Khalifa of the time. The story is not now the Story begins mansur al-hallaj Paris didn't at our starts his biographical sketch of this great Saint Mansoor with a comment what a Pity that such a great Saint should have been so little understood by his contemporaries. You can Revere a tree if the sound Anna hack
I am the truth comes out of it, but you hang a human being if he utters the same words. You should know that all such great Saints who utter such words in ecstasy are merely speaking through the tongue of the Lord. It is God who is speaking through them their self is dead.
Chablis remark, that although he and monster spoke the same words. He was let off on the ground of Madness that monster was hung on the ground that he was in his senses and wise and yet uttered words of heresy Mansoor came to to Star at the age of 16 and stayed there for two years then proceeded to Huck the Haka where he stayed for a year and a half and the company of hadhrat Omar Bean.
Key there, he met and married the daughter of had wrought jakub Akita, and she proceeded to dwell with hot rod denied at Baghdad for a time from there. He went to he shot he has where he met a group of poopy with whom he returned to hydrogenate in Baghdad and here he put a question to you and I'd which resulted in the prophecy.
By that great saint that is some day you shall color a wooden piece red meaning that he shall be hung on hearing this month's or said when that will happen. You shall have to give up your sufis Garb and you'll have to put on the Lehman's dress that actually came to pass in due course, what is well known that when all the religious precept is were asked to sign the death warrant of months or they hesitated to hydrogen.
It took the lead United hesitated when the colleagues told him that until he signed he would not crucify him answer then Junaid discarded the sufis garments and put on the lace schools Master Lei schoolmasters dress and signed the warrant in the following words. I express my opinion on the external demands or that he is fit to be. Jibbety. Jibbety. Jibbety when United did not answer the question of
Mansour and instead gave him the rough scolding which was to have terrible consequences who's there for a little disappointed and left him and went to to Star along with his wife and there he stayed for a year the people of the place honored him much there. It was his want to criticize the religious Pretenders who were very much annoyed with him.
And their plot against him. They were helped by Hot Rod Marvin Oatman route insinuating letters to them to harassment sir.
Master did not relish such opposition to his views and he therefore discarded the suit his garments and on the Lehman's dress, but at the time he was established in a very high spiritual state which possessed him for full five years. He traveled to Sisseton kiraman and nimrods in those days and wrote very Illuminating Works in discourses. So Illuminating that he was styled the master of secret knowledge
From their Mansoor procedure to Basra and again put on the garments of the Sufi. He went to Mecca and their people style him a magician.
He returned to Basra and then proceeded to China by way of India.
On his return he made a second pilgrimage to Mecca and a great change it taken place in him. His words were replete with esotericism and few could follow him. So he was turned away from the places. He visited and was much tortured.
In the days of his intense spiritual State monster lived in one cloak for full 20 years one day people forcibly took it off his body. They were surprised that in it a scorpion and made a home and as they wanted to kill it Mansoor ask them to replace it in the Garment as he had befriended him for the last 20 years once 4,000 people accompanied him to Cava.
On a pilgrimage there. He stood barefooted and bare headed for a full year in one spot.
A man would come with a loaf and a jug of water for him, but it was only seldom that he took a morsel of it.
He was therefore a much reduced physically all his flesh dried in his skin scorched and torn it places a scorpion had made a home in His Garment and then his prayers offered there. He would say Lord You're the guide of those who are passing through the valley of bewilderment. If I am a heretic enlarge my heresy when the people had left and he was alone he would again pray. I know the alone or Lord and worship none besides thee and I'm grateful.
The gift style has conferred on me. I am thy slave and so numerous on me are thy gifts with this single tongue? I cannot express my gratitude for them. So thank myself on my behalf. One day months were met hot rod kava-kava in the wilderness and asked him what he was doing there. He answered. I'm trying to settle in contentment to be satisfied with what soever the law.
Lord does with me in respect to conferring food on me or letting me go without it in man. So remarked, how long should you go on wasting your times over the Affairs of your belly. When will you lose yourself in a Divine Unity?
Losing your identity in Divine consciousness.
When people visited him in the jail cell on the night of his first night of his imprisonment, they could not find him in the room. He had bodily disappeared on the second night of their visit. They found him at a spot of the jail. He disappeared.
On the third night, they met him seated in the fell in the jail and they asked him the reason of this strange experience in dear applied on the first night. I was in the presence of the Lord on the second night. The Lord had come here on a visit to me and now I have been brought here to verify the words of the scripture that is a man in his senses should never had her. Khayyam the truth for as long as it as he is a being a man. He can never be God if he utters those words it is heresy.
Mansour used to offer 1,000 obeisances to the Lord every day after his daily prayers were over when people asked him when you yourself are God to whom do you offer obeisances? He replied I know my worth very well.
They were 300 prisoners in the jail in which monster was lodged and he asked them if they wanted to be released on getting their reply in the affirmative. He made a sign and their fetid fell down in the gates of their cells and of the jail lay wide open.
They asked him to accompany them as they left the precincts, but he replied I have a secret matter with the Lord which shall be revealed. I have been consigned to the scaffold. I am the prisoner of the Lord who is my master and I must show respect to his scriptures the morning people saw that all the locks were broken and all the prisoners it fled and they inquired of Mansoor about the incident. So he narrated all that had happened.
They asked him why he didn't please and he replied. My master is angry with me. He is inflicting punishment on me. And so I am here.
And the Khalif learned of the incident you're dead man, sir to be beheaded immediately lest. He should cause further trouble. He was with 300 times and every time a voice was heard. Oh man, sir. I do not feel bear up with all punishment.
100,000 people had assembled around the gibbet on which he was to be hanged.
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